Madchild - Black and White lyrics

See I'm not insane
In fact I'm kind of rational
When I be asking you
"Who is more dramatical?"
This one or that one
The white one or the black one

Yo i take a few men's advice and guidance
Came from a life full of fights and violence
Two different crews both rivals I guess
Death slowly entered like
A frightening silence
Fire in the eyes of a psycho’s eyelids
One too many times like a knife in my ribs
Had enough all these years I’ve wasted
Lost a section of my life
Like I'd just misplaced it
Freedom so close I can almost taste it
But end up ice cold
In an acquaintance’s basement
Relationships ain’t shit
Like "Bro, I fucking love you"
That’s the fakest engagement
I could no longer take it
Like standing in the middle of
A satanic snake pit
Evil all around and hatred
Had to make some changes
Now every day is sacred

Going where I shouldn’t go seeing
Who I shouldn’t see
Doing what I shouldn’t do being
Who I shouldn’t be

Sometimes falling, it feels like flying
At least in the beginning ‘till
You feel like dying

Going where I shouldn’t go seeing
Who I shouldn’t see
Doing what I shouldn’t do being
Who I shouldn’t be

Never meant to hurt no one i
Just had to have my way
Losing everything except my life
That’s the price I pay
Falling, it feels like flying
At least in the beginning ‘till
You feel like dying
‘Till you feel like crying
I didn’t feel like trying
Had to pick myself back up
Ain’t nobody gonna help
To make ‘em all believe in me
Had to believe in myself
Picking up the pieces ‘til the
Beast is wide awake again
Winning over someone, love this
Don’t know what to make of it
Now I’m making cake, making bread
Like I’m a bakery, but soft like a pastry
Lifestyle is make-believe
Clashing personalities are breaking
Up the fight don’t let the darkness take me
Lead me safely to the light
Sometimes falling, it feels like flying
At least in the beginning ‘till
You feel like dying

Falling feels like flying
‘till you feel like dying sometimes falling
At least in the beginning ‘till
You feel like dying
‘till you feel like dying
‘till you feel like dying