Madchild - Chemical Imbalance lyrics

(You’re going to be listening to
Some people on this
Tape today who’ve experienced anxiety
Disorder in a very real way a lot of people
Have a misconception about
Anxiety disorder obsessive thinking, low
Self-esteem, panic attacks
Anxiety and fear)

No question I’m prone to depression
Throne made of stone
I am known for aggression
Sit home get stoned, no purpose
Become a servant, feel like I’m worthless
Sun turn to darkness, now I’m getting nervous
Till I make a purchase and I’m Silver Surfing
Flying through the stars in the Milky Way
Next day filled with guilt again
Emptiness and sadness, used to get a lot done
Now the Devil’s in my car riding shotgun
(Vicious cycle)
Mad Child’s back like the hot sun
Still shining, redrum redrum

(Very uncontrollable thoughts you’re going
To lose control)

From walking on the Sun with a Pepsi bottle
Pocket full of cash and a sexy model
Shopping like I just won the lottery
Then I fell down, hit the ground like pottery
Smash (Manic episodes)
Dope, doing drugs like a dummy
Gained a lot of weight with a big fat tummy
Didn’t have sex, pale skin like a mummy
Crashed the Suburban
Almost killed my whole group
God saved us, I’m telling you the whole truth
Old dude, Clark Kent in a phone booth
(It might scare you) i refuse to be old news

(People with anxiety value
Control immensely you’re
Not in control of yourself
Or in control of your emotions
And it might scare you)

My mind mentally a torture chamber
Complete frustration, approach with anger
Used to be exciting, white lightning
Living in a nightmare, quite frightening
(Wake up) aggressive performer
Obsessive compulsive disorder
Psychotic, dark product of narcotics
I’m bleeding badly in shark waters
Hail Marys and Our Father
Up in Heaven looking
Down on what he’s not proud of
Evil thoughts, blood, and gunpowder
Quite crowded, blue pills and white powder

(Take control of your life
Take control of your fear the things
That we do are fear
Based fear and worry can be
Very very powerful negative forces
In your life if your anxiety is
To the point where it’s
Disrupting your lifestyle then you have
A problem with it)