Madchild - Demons lyrics

I'ma air some shit out anybody give a fuck?
This, this is what happened

Yo i can't help it that my brain broke
Silver Surfer spitting liquid mercury
I chain smoke
Back to making moves, rap until my veins pop
'Cause you ain't running shit if you're
Standing in the same spot
Where's the Super Beast? They're
Getting tired of asking
So I'm out here killing verses like
You just hired an assassin
When I was young I did
A lot of psychedelic drugs
You're saying that it has to end one day
I'm like "the hell it does!"
All I got to do is
Keep my fucking head straight
And drop all of the dead
Weight and keep creating segways
And pay attention to
These awesome opportunities
Get a handle on my shit and
Stop with all the awkward lunacy (yup)
So basically that means that there's
No more room for errors
"Cause when I let myself down
That leaves my fans embarrassed (word up)
My ride or die's my friends
My family and my parents
So now I'm back and fully focused
No more interference

Basically that means stop doing pills
Basically that means stop blowing bills
Basically that means stop doing rails
And stop doing shit where I
Could get thrown in jail

Way past "time for me to fucking grow up"
It's only my fault that I ain't fully blow up
Basically it's time to stop doing pills
And stop doing stupid shit
It's time for me to chill

There's a reason I'm not
Playing all the festivals
I was popping xanax sitting 'round
Like I'm a vegetable
Mixing shit with alcohol and
You get really lit (turn up)
All I did was watch a
Lot of movies smoking cigarettes
But now I've gotten sick of it
Already been down that path
Woken up like "shit man
Time has gone by that fast?"
And God's like "Yo
How many chances you 'gon need bruh?"
So I'm just going to sit and
Write until my knuckles bleed, bruh
Deviated from the planet, inebriated Libra
Start respecting money, nothing out there
Going to be free, bruh
Circle my apartment in regret
I slowly linger (fuck)
'Cause, I've let fucking millions just
Fly through my fingers
How many times I got to stick
My hands in the fire
To realize I get burned
Quickly make a left turn? (shit)
Time to focus
Change the course of my direction
Not dwelling on the past
But I am definitely reflecting

Basically that means stop doing pills
Basically that means stop blowing bills
Basically that means stop doing rails
And stop doing shit where I
Could get thrown in jail

Way past "time for me to fucking grow up"
It's only my fault that I ain't fully blow up
Basically it's time to stop doing pills
And stop doing stupid shit
It's time for me to chill

Was sober 28 months and fell off the wagon
And when I got back on it
I left one foot dragging and basically
I've been struggling with it ever since
So many times I've tried to clean my
Act up but I've never rinsed
Mangling my life up
Pretending I can handle it
When I was off the drugs
Then I had a problem gambling
People call me out like I didn't
Give a fuck about it not that I was lying
I just didn't want to talk about it
I know that Dope Sick helped
A lot of people out now that I had fallen
Didn't want to make them feel in doubt
Now let me make this clear
I never went back to the dope
But there was definitely times where I
Was fucking with that coke
But, I ain't touch that shit
In over two years but started taking xanies
Having more than just a few beers
(Who cares?) I do
I'm trying to get my life back
The right track
'Cause demons never really leave
All you can do is fight back