Madchild, Dutch Robinson, Matt Brevner - Jitters lyrics

On the nightstand a half micky, crown royal
And like fifty fuckin roaches
Wrapped in tin foil
Empty Nyquil, Tylenol, 5 pills
Cigarettes and some honey oil
Half an ounce in the hash pipe
And no idea what the fuck I did last night
But, I don’t care cause I
Am no longer empathetic
To who I hurt including me
Myself and I forget it
I’m on a path towards destruction
And I’m almost there
You coulda saved me last year
When I almost cared but fuck it, I’m gone
The wall around my heart’s strong
Ticker box, Fort Knox, I’m on lock
I’m sorry mamma
Your only son’s a disappointment
I sold myself for gold watches
In the kitchen, joing in
Laughin in the devils face
Spittin at Lucifer, crucifixing my demons
I’m shootin higher than Jupiter "wow"

Keep On Living, God's Forgiving
No More Sorrow, Today is Tomorrow

They don’t understand my name
They all think that I’m insane
They all know I had it all but
Then I flushed it down the drain
Things are moving way too slow
I have got too far to go
Stick a gun inside my mouth and
Blow my brains to particles
Used to have a heart of gold
Flow it is still arctic cold
But now my plaques are rusty
And I’m reading dusty articles
Thoughts that rip my skull apart
I am selling sullen art
Smart but hollow, hard to swallow
Everything is dull and dark
Listen you can understand my
Actions are irrational
Sudden screams of shattered dreams
Of being international
Problems with my past
I got problems with my cash flow
By now I should be humble
But I’m still a fucking asshole
Its mister mister mystifying, kicking rhymes
While fists are flying
Gifted like it's Christmas time
I’m an artist with a business mind
Harder than a prisoner’s mind
Death defying visitors bloody
Wrists are drying

Keep On Living, Lives Forgiving
No More Sorrow, Today is Tomorrow