Madchild - White Knuckles lyrics

"His incredible vision
Already a trillion times sharper
Than that of any
Ordinary being super beast gazes farther out
Into the universe than any human has ever
Dared or even tried to see"

They love me when I'm crazy
Love to feel my pain
So they sit alone and know they're
Not the only ones insane
I'm perfect, a mentally blurred
Disturbed serpent
A merging of murderous words
That serve purpose from fresh air
Walking the dogs with birds chirping
To death stares, talking to god
It's not working
It's not fair, have to give it time
Be patient i'm just a spec of sand
Compared to all creation
From bleach blonde addict to
Creature of habit thinking in my dreams
It's time to reach out and grab it
Down to the furniture, each detail imagined
Loft in Vancouver, Venice beach house
And cabin
In the middle of the forest with a creek
That's serenity
Can't wait until the day I go
To sleep with no enemies
Walk around the city knowing
I could be killed from an old beef
A sociopathic's cheap thrills
Yeah I'll make a little money
With awfully steep bills
And some awful big debts
It's an awfully steep hill
But, I'mma keep on climbing while
I grind and I hustle fist clenched
White knuckles till my knees fuckin' buckle

Addictive personality, destructive
Give me more pain laughing while destroying
I'm the Joker wearing war paint
With a scorpion on my thumb
I just wanna get some head
Taking opiates till I'm numb
Feeling so alone
Watch this orphan come undone
To a shape shifting ape lifting weights
Having fun
Acid spewing speed demon, feeding on the weak
I get paid for words
Literally eat from what I speak

They talk a lot of shit without even one try
While I'm delivering the sun till
The rivers run dry
New found strength, so I might go forth
BAX WAR, that's disciples of a psycho dwarf
They say I could be bigger if I just conform
But, I don't wanna be in clubs
I detest the norm
I'm a monster that's heartless
Creator of darkness
Eccentric collector with a shrine
For an apartment
Writing rhymes on my Noguchi coffee table
Burning incenses
They say that I'm insensitive
At least I'm intense
Harboring my agony and pain, let it unleash
Then breathe fire
Pounding on my chest like I'm a dumb beast
Dapper demigod, snob, I'm a label whore
Sentences is full of savagery
It's a crazy war
Going on inside my fuckin head
No rest for the wicked
Dog, I just want to kick it
But these twisted rhymes are racing
Will it? Won't stop spinning
Might be mental demented but
I'm bent on winning
Clarifying that I'm verifying that I'm
A terrifying scary giant
Every line I spit's an arrow flying

Addictive personality, destructive
Give me more pain laughing while destroying
I'm the Joker wearing war paint
With a scorpion on my thumb
I just wanna get some head
Taking opiates till I'm numb
Feeling so alone
Watch this orphan come undone
To a shape shifting ape lifting weights
Having fun
Acid spewing speed demon, feeding on the weak
I get paid for words
Literally eat from what I speak

"It was a mile long thrill
Ride through total darkness" "Some thrill"
"Certain people said it was mind expanding
In fact it was mind shattering"