Madison Beer - Emotional Bruises (Live on the Life Support Tour) lyrics

How do I word this?
Was about to write you this letter
But it was just curses in cursive
You probably deserve it
But that's so impersonal
Should tell you in person
I hope it don't hurt you, but then
I've been hurt too by you
The truth is, all you do is
Leave me emotional bruises

You're callin' me up to link
Up and figure shit out no doubt, time's out
We never figure shit out
I can't do this no more
You got me on life support

'Cause this is the fifth time
I've taken you back
It's the fourth time, that we've relapsed
It's the third second chance
That I've given you
For the first time, let this be the last
Fifth time I've taken you back
It's the fourth time
That I've collapsed into your arms
It's so hard, but for the best
For the first time, let this be the last

This vicious cycle, it's driving me psycho
I'm anxious
Need someone to come check my vitals
(Come check my vitals)
One minute I'm leaving
The next I forgive you

You're callin' me up to link
Up and figure shit out no doubt, time's out
We never figure shit out
I can't do this no more
Cutting off the life support

'Cause this is the fifth time
I've taken you back
It's the fourth time, that we've relapsed
It's the third second chance
That I've given you
For the first time, let this be the last time
Fifth time I've taken you back
It's the fourth time
That I've collapsed into your arms
It's so hard, but for the best
For the first time, let this be the last

Please, please let this be the last
No, it's gotta be it's truly the last