Madsaint - Melancholy lyrics

Mama told me to smile everyday cuz
You ain't need the money to feel happy
Fuck cars
Every night I used to count all the stars
I was feeling better when I
Was talking to my god
Since the day I found out
All dogs go to heaven
Since the day I think too
Much and I got depression
Why there's no one to answer my question?
Now I'm waiting for my end
I'm just counting every second
Can I make a confession? I
Just need me a weapon
To either kill you or get myself to heaven
Why I'm here evеry session while
I already lеarn my lesson
I don't need to use expression
To just show my impression
I don't even need the direction
Fuck the place that I'm going

I just knocked on your door
Please don't open it
Cuz I'm the sad Melancholy yeah
Name a mothafucking law that
I ain't broken it
I'm the mad melancholy yeah
I just knocked on your door
Please don't open it
Cuz I'm the sad Melancholy yeah
Name a mothafucking law that
I ain't broken it
I'm the mad melancholy yeah

Since these mothafuckers never loved us
They gon' hate everytime I make fuss
But ain't no complaint since these
Mothafuckers got no guts
Fill my cup with this buzz
I'm gon' drink till I won't hear my pulse
All my friends turned to ops
Everyday is the same day
Trynna catch my dreams
Doin' in the same way
Everyday in a new theme
Trynna make my homies proud
To what they're seeing
Trynna make my people smile like
They're lookin' at a meme
Cuz I believe god ain't loving us
I believe he ain't trust in us

I just knocked on your door
Please don't open it
Cuz I'm the sad Melancholy yeah
Name a mothafucking law that
I ain't broken it
I'm the mad melancholy yeah
I just knocked on your door
Please don't open it
Cuz I'm the sad Melancholy yeah
Name a mothafucking law that
I ain't broken it
I'm the mad melancholy yeah