Maisie Peters - The List (Apple Music Home Session) lyrics
[Maisie Peters - The List Apple Music Home Session lyrics]
Leavin' people I love waitin' in the dark
And sometimes when I want to cry, I laugh
It's kind of funny oh and
This October I went fallin' off the edge
All of London must have heard
The things I said
Put your hand up if I let you down again, hmm
There's a list of things that I should stop
List of things that I should stop
List of things that I should not
Be doin' but I do 'em
It's a pattern that I got
I need to stop my excuses
And have a real conversation
Need to look in the mirror
Stop findin' things that need changin'
Need to stop gettin' drunk
To avoid the situation
I need to stop, lettin' myself down
I'll try something that I've not before
And like myself a little more now
Oh I
I've got an attic full of damage in my mind
I box it up
Say I'll deal with it another night
And I have a problem lookin'
People in the eye isn't that funny?
There's a list of things that I should stop
List of things that I should stop
List of things that I should not
Be doin' but I do 'em
It's a pattern that I've got
I need to stop my excuses
And have a real conversation
Need to look in the mirror
Stop findin' things that need changin'
Need to stop gettin' drunk
To avoid the situation
I need to stop, lettin' myself down
I should shut up and listen
Not try to fill every silence
I should stumble in love
Instead of runnin' and hidin'
I should stop gettin' drunk
And showin' up uninvited
I need to stop, lettin' myself down
I'll try something that I've not before
Oh I'm a master at dancin' around the point
I know I called you
But I hate the sound of my own voice
So can you talk? You know I'm stackin' up
Until the night I'm not enough
And you're just someone else I disappoint
I need to stop my excuses and
Put my feelings in order
Need to look in the mirror and
Stand a little bit taller
Need to stop gettin' drunk
As a reason to call you
I need to stop, lettin' myself down
Oh, I should shut up and listen
Not try to fill every silence
I should stumble in love instead
Of running and hiding
I should stop getting drunk
And showing up uninvited
I need to stop letting myself down
I'll try something that I've not before
And like myself a little more now