Manafest - My Life lyrics

Sometimes I feel like I want to quit
No one will notice if
I forfeit my soul blow myself with a clip
That's my father did no gun
A noose and he hung my mom found him in the
Basement there as he swung
At 5 years old what does that do to a kid
Produced a maniac anthrax type of a kid
I hear an ambulance
Sirens I'm told to be silent
I'm blind trying to find why
My house is a riot got to go can't take it
Uncle Dave's face is changing
I race to find my father in
The bottom of the basement
My mothers covered in tears her
Face filling with fear
Bang's on the floor shout's to God
Why am I are hear scared to even ask
Where my dad is at the time
I guess for now it's just a memory
Mom where's dad, where is he mom, where's dad
No

This is my life my world
My nightmare stuck here won't turn
Is there a light that can shine on me?
Dear God I pray you hear hommie
This is Chris your son
Praying feeling so lonely my life my world
My nightmare stuck here won't turn

Can you relate to me? Probably not
You still hate ye father
Wanna to kill ye mom
Got a dad attacking in the
Night at around 1: 00
Feet are like drums coming to you
Ye can't run struggle with the thoughts
Am I normal or not
Abused all my life even when
I called out to God what the flip
It's a shame what happens in the dark
Invisible to people all they
Seeing is the scars
Hold on yo, use gonna make it
Your spirit can't be broken, soul not taken
Praying in the power of the
Tongue for my friends
New Testament Jesus Christ let him in
Ye brains still confused what am
I suppose to do when ye folks choke
Tie vocal ropes around you
Walls fall down surround you forget
Living I'll never fitting
God's love is real no matter
What you've ever been in

This is my life my world
My nightmare stuck here won't turn
Is there a light that can shine on me?
Dear God I pray you hear hommie
This is Chris your son
Praying feeling so lonely

My life my world
My nightmare stuck here won't turn
Is there a light that can
Shine bright won't burn?
Afterlife when I see Christ Soul journ

This is my life lord can ye shine on me
Can anybody hear me? Lord can you save me?

Have you ever felt like you wanna die?
End in the night
Say good bye like a Lola bye
And just close ye eyes
Those lies almost killed me
Feeling filthy, no ability to move
Commit suicide I won't be guilty
There's no perfect life, it's all media hype
The TV screen's feeding ye right
I've seen both sides of it by now
I would a bowed down
A new sound the lost can be found
You're in some real dirt
Ye life kind a sucks ye might adjust
But you'd rather die in the dust
I've had enough I look to him
And in God I trust
Sometimes it gets rough but ye can't give up