Manchester Orchestra - The Grocery lyrics

"I don't know where I'm going
But I'm going anyways"
So you leave the apartment
Grab the gun under the bed

I want to reach above the
Paradox where nobody can see
Want to hold a light to paradigm
And strip it to it's feet
I want to feel the way my father felt
Is it easier for me?
I want to know if there's a
Higher love oblivious to me

So you walk in the grocery and you
You unload several rounds
"Don't you dare move a muscle
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I want to reach above the
Paradox where nobody can see
Want to hold a light to paradigm
And strip it to it's feet
I want to feel the way your father felt
Was it easy for belief?
I want to know if there's a higher
Love he saw that I can't see
Looking back, it's obvious now
You believe him or you don't

So you load up your pistol and you
You press it to your lips
And you squeeze on the trigger
All it does is clicks

I want to reach above the
Para-blind where nobody could see
Want to hold a light to paradise
And see if I could sleep
I want to feel the way our fathers felt
When it swept them off their feet
I want to know about that higher love
You saw that can't be seen
The only obvious equation
You believe it or you don't

And I've been trying to find the right
Way to get out of here
I've been trying to find the right
Way to get out of here
This is the only way to go
This is the only way