Marc Vinyls - A Letter to Myself lyrics

One of the realest, rawest things
I'ma ever write in my life look

Most the time I’m running from fear
So it leaves my lens blurry
On what's truly here
When I try to explain it
I rarely make it clear
How I’m truly feeling
So the connection is far from near
So I could tell you how I’m really doing
From the outside, I’m winning
The inside, I’m really losing
A couple of years, it's my ten year reunion
Can’t believe it's been that long
And I’m still here shooting
All at my dreams
I’ve been patient for a while
But I feel no one hears me
It's why I never smile
So I get into funks where bad thoughts pile
And my only expression through my
Music and my style
And I just went off the rails again
It feels like I must fail to win
And you don’t know where my mind has been
So leave me be til I can grin

I know you used to love me like sometime
The world is ugly in my mind
I’m waking up around lunchtime
Yeah i know you used to love me
Like sometime the world is ugly
In my mind i’m waking up around
Lunchtime oh no no no

Yeah execution is the game
But the execution for me just
Has never been the same
When you waking up everyday
And stifled by your pain
But still you keep pushing
And you hope you gon' change
You can hear it in my voice
You better know you got a choice
You gotta jump those hurdles
For the moments that come full circle
Look (Look) so I’ve been praying and waiting
And I’ve been saying I’m hating
But all this time I’m looking back
I can say that I made it
Impacting people 'round the globe from
The music I’m making
Fuck the numbers and the money
That just get me so jaded
That put me in a place
Where I felt so deflated
But the people I’m around
I can see they elated
Could give a shit about a hater
Say my style is dated
I’m forever number one, to myself
I’m the greatest

I need that girl who say I do
I need that time to spend on you
I tell a story, hope it's true
For all my life, I had no clue on what to do
On who I am this feeling new
My heart's a scam my hunneds blue
I’m living man she all on who?
On Instagram

F-F-Focus on the road that lies ahead
Put all them little demons just to bed
F-F-Focus on the road that lies ahead
Put all them little demons just to bed