Marc Vinyls - Absurd lyrics

Im tired of praying and not being heard
Know im putting in the work
Yeah im so absurd
Im tired of praying and not being heard
Know im putting in the work
Yeah it's so absurd

Strip this uniform off my fucking chest
I ain't gon be a slave
To a system in distress my home life a wreck
And i ain't ever home wrecking
Just home checking my numbers
While i record sessions a song a week
Sometimes it be two
Out on the road dapping up paying dues
Its what u gta do
But i just need some more blessings
Less stressin wit less questions
I stay repping everything from the spread
To the 203 but im a ghost round here
Don't try n find me im really just a ghost
Im really just a myth i really don't exist
Im really just a ghost im really just a myth
I really don't exist i really don't exist
I asked u once asked u twice
But still not a sound
Im tryna ask you bout these signs
U been throwing around what does it mean
Am i doing what im spose to
How r u real if i still cnt hold you
Lost inside a dream
Running towards the light
Seeking a state of mind
Thats like a twilight

Im tired of praying and not being heard
Know im putting in the work
Yeah im so absurd
Im tired of praying and not being heard
Know im putting in the work
Yeah it's so absurd

So absurd you telling me that ive gone crazy
Or maybe im just woke
And u just broke and lazy out foucs lately
U bettter focus baby
Before the game fuck u over like tom brady
We ain't fuck wit cheaters
We just fuck wit winners
I ain't fuck wit losers
I ain't no beginner
We ain't fuck wit cheaters
We just fuck wit winners
I ain't fuck wit lsoer i ain't no beginner
Hah u thought i’d bring the hook back
U thought a lot but u
Never used your book bag
Its ok im use to assumptions and conclusions
And my conclusing while assuming
Is u relly loosing and while u losing and im
Winning imma show u this
How to get up off yo ass and go and make shit
It just starts with mind and the body follows
Fuck a snapchat and them ig models
I got my own leagacy im tryna leave behind
And it ain't bout no image i got online
No disrespect u tryna win and i get that
But wit no substance it's
Really just a setback

Im tired of praying and not being heard
Know im putting in the work
Yeah im so absurd
Im tired of praying and not being heard
Know im putting in the work
Yeah it's so absurd