Marianas Trench - Feeling Small lyrics

This one's of you taking your pill
You sometimes forget and that's okay I guess
This one's of me at my sister's wedding day

Between these spaces it all got wasted

You're barely breathing, I know
What if it's starting to show?
And I know it won't ever change
But it hurts the same

This one's of me throwing up for you
And I'm paler still
That's the way you wanted it
This one's of you certain of cancer

Between these spaces
It all got wasted on feeling small

You're barely breathing, I know
What if it's starting to show
And I know it won't ever change
But it hurts the same

The fever broke somewhere behind July
Remember how I weighed 135 and we collide

Between these spaces
It all got wasted on feeling small

You're barely breathing, I know
And now it's starting to show
And I know it won't ever change
But it hurts the same

This one's of me losing more weight
And feeling afraid