Marilyn Manson - Disengaged lyrics

And I could look into the
Crowded morgue of mistakes
The sun stopped it's smile and
Frowned on me too my re-built
Re mastered heart is smashed into it's faces
And it's face is confused

I cut my throat in two, I said "sorry" to you
For being a fool
But I didn't want forgiveness
It was regret, not an apology
It was regret, regret, regret

Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
You're with me, against me
But the only thing, forever, is hate

I forget what I saw before and after that day
I'd trade all I was worth to make myself into
The handsomest gun and put the diamond bullet
Into your "404 ERROR" face

Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
You're with me, against me
But the only thing, forever, is hate

And I'm an event that everybody knows
You decide if you can live
Or you decide to let someone decide for you

Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
You're with me, against me
But the only thing, forever, is hate