Marlon Craft - Fear lyrics

My greatest fear ain't that I’m inadequate
It’s that I’ll be figurin my
Shit out for my whole life
I can’t imagine an internal
Dialogue with no strife
Sometimes I’m so bright, yet I roll dice
And Steve’s dyin fucked me up man, RIp
Cause I’m really just scared that
That’s gon be me
Cause I can’t be what you want me to be
Since I got bad nerves
I tend towards depression
Will I make it? Will I
Grow to hate my successes?
And will that negate all the greatness
And trait's I was blessed with?
Have an idea but I’m really
Hopin fate intercepts it
Cause who am I? What right do
I have to be sad?
I’m just M craft, the end path, who takes it
All on his own plate no matter how raw
Never sends back

Cup filled up with brown
Drunk by myself and nobody’s around
And I drown in an instrumental cause I
Got too much on my mental
My sentimental nature is detrimental
To my tendencies
I tend to see relentlessly all
That I can’t give you
Even though I meant to, I meant to

Ring around my index like
It’s next to Jupiter
Drink a lot cause I really wanna be stupider
Don’t believe in God
But I’m terrified of Lucifer
And dudes think they got heart
Til they see I’m Cupider
She was uptight when I met
Her but I loosened her
Ironically by tellin her everything
I need to hear
Man, I need a beer to relieve my fear
This world’s ugly so I drink
Til I ain't seein clear
And I love my little sister more than life
Yo
But I feel like that’s a cop out right though
Cause I can’t live my life through another
I love her but I’m not her, I’m her brother
Wanna be discovered
Maybe they sleepin on me cause I’m undercover
So I expose myself on these beats
I am what I is and I is who I be and it’s me
Crafty

Cup filled up with brown
Drunk by myself and nobody’s around
And I drown in an instrumental cause I
Got too much on my mental
My sentimental nature is detrimental
To my tendencies
I tend to see relentlessly all that I can’t
Give you, even though I meant to, i meant to