Marlon Craft - The Happy lyrics

Yeah compulsively workin’
Google ‘bars
’ my name known to be searched and
Waitin’ on the day that people who
Don’t know me besmirch it
Always movin’ like I’m fearin’ that
A frozen me’s lurkin’
Lonely the perks, it could be greed
Chose to be purpose
I wake up to stress like every day is an
Exam and I can’t make up the test
By the time my girl figure out which
Makeup is best, I’ve questioned my existence
Tried to meditate it to rest yeah

I win some, lose some
My skin done bruised some
They tryin’ break it daily
I hit that snooze button cause
My awake is scary i fear it every moment
Don’t encounter hatred rarely
I know it’s under the surface
Like waves of panic swelling up in
My chest that I surf in
Found my home-court advantage
Still don’t know where my turf is
Maybe the answer’s stop searching

I know there’s a place and time who
Gon’ make some time for me yeah yeah
Gotta wait in line but I’m
In my prime you see
So oooh baby, don’t you wait too long
I’m gettin’ my impatience on
Can’t keep singing you the same two songs
I deserve it
When the happy gon’ come for me?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Look the second verse usually where
The truth come clearest
In the middle of labor’s when
The fruit's come nearest
Hold on, I don’t gotta prove something here
It’s a lotta them and only one me
See, keeping your integrity a thankless path
Being a celebrity is dangerous, trash
I chose the long game on purpose so
I ain’t have to chase just that
It’s workin’ out for me yeah

I win some, lose some
My skin done bruised some
Relief, it be escapin’
I hit that snooze button
I might just have to fake it
It’s a losing game whenever
Me and presence racin’ yeah
That makes sense, don’t it? My heart
My mind actin’ like they
Still gotta make rent won’t it stop?
When will I know I’ve got enough to
Fall into the arms of the happy?
You know or not?

I know there’s a place and time who
Gon’ make some time for me yeah yeah
Gotta wait in line but I’m
In my prime you see
So oooh baby, don’t you wait too long
I’m gettin’ my impatience on
Can’t keep singing you the same two songs
I deserve it when the happy gon’ come for me