Mary J. Blige - No Happy Holidays lyrics

I can't believe ater all this time
I'm in love with a man
Who could never be mine and just to think
I believed one day, you'd really leave
Like you said you would
'cause you don't love her
But, your little girl really needs you, oh

Christmas you were with me
New Years Eve you were not around
Valentine's, you came and went
Makes me wonder where your time was spent
Fireworks on the Fourth of July
Thanksgiving was another lie
Your family has never met me
And you've never met mine no happy holidays
No happy holidays

I've got to let go, of this feeling
Being with you deprived me
Of your true love, true love
I can't fathom living this life
Without being number one
This is finally goodbye
I pray to God you live a happy life
'Cause loving you just ain't right
Make her know why

Christmas you were with me
New Years Eve you were not around
Valentine's, you came and went
Makes me wonder where your time was spent
Fireworks on the Fourth of July
Thanksgiving was another lie
Your family has never met me
And you've never met mine no happy holidays

(Wish I had known) I wish I had
Known (the situation from the start)
(Now it's complicated because)
It is because I gave you my heart
(Honestly, I held on) I held on for dear life
(For my ego my pride) Hey, oh
(But what goes around) But what goes around
(Comes around) comes around
But maybe next time I'll be on the other side
Mmm oh

(Christmas) Christmas you were with me
(New Years Eve) New Years Eve
You were not around
Valentine's, you came and went
Makes me wonder where your time was spent
Fireworks on the Fourth of July
Thanksgiving was another lie
Your family has never met me
And you've never met mine
(And he never will) no happy holidays

Christmas you were with me (New Year
New Year) New Years Eve you were not around
(You were not around, where were you?)
Valentine's, you came and went
(Oh, tell me where you were)
Makes me wonder where your time was spent
(I need to know how you're
Spending your time nowadays, baby)
Fireworks on the Fourth of July
(No fireworks are going off)
Thanksgiving was another lie
(Thanksgiving was another one of
Your sad lies) your family has never met me
And you've never met mine no happy holidays
(You never, never met mine)

Christmas you were with me
(New Years Eve) New Years Eve
You were not around
Valentine's, you came and went
(Valentine's Day
I didn't card that said 'I love you')
Makes me wonder where your time was spent
(I didn't even get a phone call)
Fireworks on the Fourth of July
(Why did you tell me so many lies?)
Thanksgiving was another lie
(You're deceiving, you're deceiving
You gotta go) your family has never met me
And you've never met mine
(I don't even care about meeting yours)
No happy holidays