Matt Maeson - Rational lyrics

I've been caught in the words
I've been walking for miles
I've been walking in circles
I don't want to escape
I just want to be lost
'Cause you know me like that
And I can never decide if I want to be
Any particular person
There's a solemn breeze and
It's whispering things
That I don't want to hear

So I disassociate until I'm
Separate from my body
And I shelter in the words I never said

Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me
Oh, because, I can't be rational
Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy
Oh, because, I can't be rational

I've been caught in the words
I've been walking for miles
I've been walking on purpose
I don't want to explain
I just want to be lost
'Cause you know me like that
And I can never decide if I want to be
Any particular person
There's a solemn breeze and
It's whispering things
That I don't want to hear

So I disassociate until I'm
Separate from my body
And I shelter in the words I never said

Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me
Oh, because, I can't be rational
Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy
Oh, because, I can't be rational

And all this confusion, is just an illusion
It's borrowing time, becoming a nuisance
It's not like I'm waiting on
Someone to save me 'Cause everyone's tired
But I'm too impatient

Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me
Oh, because, I can't be rational
Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy
Oh, because, I can't be rational