Matteo - Game of Life / Part of Me lyrics

Yeah uh

Contemplating life
Everything I'm going through
Lot up on my mind, I just wanna be the new
Star on the stage,  succes imma claim
With a hundred thousand people that be
Screaming out my name, uh
Yeah, but lately I don’t feel the same
Wonder what I need to sacrifice
To get the fame
Cause I ain't tryna get it just at any cost
And I ain't tryna look at the devil applaud
Life’s about mistakes
And I'm tryna fucking learn
While I'm looking up inside
Does the fire really burn?
Tryna figure out, which way I should be going
But it's kinda hard when I'm feeling
Like I'm in a maze, snowing
I just need to breathe
Take a second to relieve
All the stress I got inside
I just wanna be free
Know it sounds so easy, but it ain't
Cause I'm my own enemy, not a saint, uh
And that’s facts, wonder where I’m at
Sitting in the studio, tryna get the plaques
By showing how I feel
And writing down lyrics
Although I'm in the basement, man
This music through the ceiling
Feeling, but not revealing
Everything that I’m dealing
With on a daily basis, I just wanna get faded
Forget why I be jaded
I know this life is sacred
Forget why I be jaded, man, I
Know this life is sacred, like

If you have the opportunity
To play this game of life
You need to appreciate every moment
A lot of people don't appreciate they moment
Until it's past
And then you gotta tell those Al
Bundy stories: "you remember when I () "?

Touching the paper I'm using the ink
Feeling so different they feeling it too
I just want get it by, by any means
Even if that mean I’m killing you too
Planning my mission and visualizing
Robbing the store because I ain't the buying
Type nah, I want it all
And that go for summer, for winter, no fall
And, imma show it, if they wanna see it, too
Lotta people say they want it
And they'll get it soon
But, are they really getting
What they saying, tho?
I ain't talking, I'm just
Walking, I ain't playing, tho
Always said I'd make it and I ain't lying
Imma get the bread, make a
I don't know if this fit's into the song, tho
Like, I don't know if these lyrics
Making so much dough it's hard to digest
Not yet, but it's coming, though
If you trust me, listen up
Cause I'm coming fo'
Everything they said I couldn't have
But I'm on it, tho
Yeah, I'm the leader of the pack
Like Geronimo
This ain't no trap, old school rap
This what make ‘em clap
Man, I'm busy with the
Rap, like it's Christmas, cause I wrap
All the gifts you wanna have
They coming right now
5 motherfuckin' songs, this is just how
A masterpiece sounds, uh, take a listen
Going all the way, ain't no intermission
Getting straight to business
Sharing all my feelings
Hope you gonna feel it, this is my revealin'


Uh, that's right see, I don't know
Not anymore yeah, yeah
Uh

Tryna find my path in this life
I won't let my past get to my, head
And distract me from my dreams
Cause imma get ‘em all, no sleep
But it's problems with the
Family affecting me, too
Parents hardly talk, and whenever they do
It's arguments and consequence- uh, too much
Way too complicated, all my
Feelings imma paint ‘em, but
That ain't even the worst
Ain't talking to my dad's
Family ‘cause they worse
Beefing with my moms, even ‘fore I was born
And on top that shit
Now they treating me wrong
And I don't know what to think, what to say
But I ain't tryna drown the pain, novocaine
I'm just tryna solve it, least within myself
Cause now I'm distancing myself
From everybody else
Went through a lot, of troubling times
Back when I was young, around 09
Mom met a man, turned out to be crazy
But he had two daughters
And they were amazing
Became like a family, before too long
Lived together for some years
But it turned out wrong
Physical abuse, beat my mom
Mentally abused everyone in the house
And that shit leaves scares
Tormented my soul
To see him treat us like that
But we still had hope
Better days were coming
And that shit was true
Kicked him out the house
But mom still felt blue
Depression took a hold, cause of past events
Along with this one, man, it sure didn't help
Plus the money was tight
Almost didn't have enough
If it wasn't for my dad
Situation would've been rough
Even today, we dealing with the repercussions
Tryna find my balance
It's not just all or nothing
Searching for peace, that's internally
Hope I find it
So that it becomes a part of me
I said I'm searching for peace, externally
Hope I find it
So that it becomes a part of me
You know I'm searching for peace, yeah
And I'll find it so that it
Becomes a part of me, yeah