MBNel - Waiting lyrics
[MBNel - Waiting lyrics]
I been getting used to praying
Tryna thank Him every morning
Six figure dollar deals but still risk
It like I ain't important
'Member grippin' on the Taurus cuz
G man's couldn't afford it
Saying wish somebody well so I
Leave him inside that forest
And we about that action like a bird now
This all certain now
'member shootouts flipped the house
Now I could say I'm from the birds now
Thuggin' all a sudden like he was
Never just a nerd now
Got folks through sentences like they writing
A bunch of words down
It's crazy
Used to be broke now I ain't foolin' shit
Hating on
That's how they was doing it
When I was homeless
Got kicked outside my mama crib
I did a lot of shit
For these gang signs that we throwin'
Up did a lot of skish
Aye, damn I had a lot of problems
Started taking different drugs thinking
That it'll solve 'em
Risk your life put on the line
That's what's love to me
Suckas try to kill me
Pistol glued I got it stuck to me
Sometimes I cry when I'm alone
Cuz this shit that deep
I know some folks who got
Smoked thinking it's rap beef
Aye, nigga thinking it's rap beef
Know some folks who got smoked
Cuz they thinking that shit
Aye
Really known inside my city
I can't leave without my glicko
I been biting down my lip
Police doing sweeps and these RICOs
I might just be on my sound
Fit in with none of these people
They saying hate is poison but love
Is what really kills you
And on my daughter life I
Seen it couple times
It made my mama cry a couple times
I had to slide
I put tears in my mama eyes
Southside, who would've thought that
I'd be traumatized
Wish upon a star
I wish my patners could come back to life
It's devastating
Glock could do magic the way it levitating
Tryna make it right with God but
Lately I been next to Satan
I been spending bands on all my fit's
So I could feel lil famous
Mama said these drugs killing me slowly
Prolly why I still take 'em
Damn, misunderstood is what I feel like
I been getting close to folks not from
The hood but show me real life
And when I leave my home and hit
The road forget 'bout real life
Then I look back at my bros getting
My most snap back to real life
This real life