MC Jin, Stacie Bollman - Carry On lyrics

I have carried on so long I can’t recall
How I’ve come this far and
What it all was for

I still remember those nights
Just layin’ in bed
Hands behind my head starin’ at the ceilin’
Wide awake dreamin’ just to make sure
I’m alive not dead eyes bloodshot red
All I ever wanted was to change
My life with this pen it was bound to happen
Felt it in the pit of my
Stomach I just ain’t know when
So I kept on pushin’ kept on climbin’
It’s not like I had options i was crushed
I was let down but, I’ve come too far
To think about stoppin’
These opportunities might just ruin me
Maybe my time has come and gone
No point in dwellin’ on what’s
Be- yond my control
I got no choice but to carry on

I have carried on so long I can’t recall
How I’ve come this far and
What it all was for

Seems like a nice life right
Center stage well take a peek
At what’s behind the curtains
Cause when the bright lights burn
Out it turns out blessings are burdens
I ain’t complainin’
I’m just sayin’ can I vent
Some of my frustrations being Christian
Being Asian
Trying to live up to your expectations
I mean it’s one thing to think you know me
Give me space though you don't own me
Why is it always
In the most crowded places I
Feel the most lonely the load is heavy
My shoulders ready
In my weakness He is strong
I close my eyes and pray see the cross
Was carried so I gotta carry on

I have carried on so long I can’t recall
How I’ve come this far and
What it all was for
I have carried on so long I can’t recall
How I’ve come this far and
What it all was for
Before you run gotta walk before
You walk gotta crawl carry on
Carry on before you fly gotta fall before
You fly gotta fall carry on
Carry on before you run gotta walk before
You walk gotta crawl carry on
Carry on before you fly gotta fall before
You fly gotta fall carry on carry on