MC Jin - Hard lyrics

Uh AyoJincom say something
Who wanna know what's hard check

Let me tell you what's hard
Standing firm for your belief
Going against the norms
Determined to even speak
Your mind without worry of
How you will perceive
You wanna say something but you
Can't do it with these
Especially when it's not the cool thing to do
Well maybe that's the point
I ain't tryna be cool
In fact I ain't even tryna be hot
One minute they think you on
Last minute they say you're not
Let me tell you what's hard
The absolute removal
Of yourself from this world
And seeking it's approval
Where the word of a man
Is mentioned by his success
Constantly tempted by pleasures of the flesh
To the point you can't even
Pretend to be relaxed the moment you slip
That's when the enemy attacks
You try not to fall but
You stumbled and you fell
Trust me, I know the feeling all too well
Can I be forgiven for the
Way that I am livin'?
Look through my eyes and premonitions
My hand reaches out but I just can't grab it
Strugglin' for my freedom but I
Just can't have it
Fightin' my addictions, kickin' bad habit's
I can either give in or
Take another step at it
I persevere, the Truth can hurt your ears
Still I choose to listen
Been on a search for years
For any sort of signs
It occasions of a way out
Knowledge is wealth
I'm just waitin' for the payout

Uh, say something