Medhane - I WAS JUST IN THE MARA lyrics

Karma tryn catch me off the sin
Cold shivering walking tryn feel the wind
Every L was on the chin, bitter bliss
Swift drift, thru the mist, glitched
Thru relationships and rifts, all i give
Guard my soul long i live
Memories around my wrist
Know that feeling when it hit, reminisce
Rain done got my niggas drenched
Murky water feel like flint
At the mountaintop i took a glimpse
Seen how the horizon sit
Took some time to find my niche
Live nigga alliances
Shots missin tell em try again
Distant i revise the plan
Still speaking in code
I know how them riddles go
Tip toe towards solace heavy conscious
Shit i seen can’t be forgotten
Reliving trauma call it karma
Couldn’t call it so they called the doctor
At the altar wit a offer tryna see change
Said it on the tarot so i peep game
Blessings is for keepsakes
(Hannnnnnn im jus tryna chilll!)

Think im born to be the way i am
Written on my face i gotta face the man
Wonder in my eyes still take it in
Wide like it’s prepared to face the end
Flat feet still take a stance
Thin wrists always breaking hands to help
And to heal and to hold
All the weight innat heart
Try to hold the impatience in
But it’s all in my expressions, no fakin it
Im just tryna reach my soul
Ain't tryna break my back
Can’t make up my mind sometimes
But u can’t break fluid
So i must stay moving
It’s more to it than the surface
Core movement is the workout
Bodying the worse shit
Running from the hearses is just
Cardio but burnout is real
Told me comb out my hair
I don’t know how else to be
Tell u change the flavor then
They want the recipe
They don’t know the story
They don’t even ask
They just onna ass, u behind the glass
Display ur truth become a character
Till u start to question it
Then u outta character lessons hit early
And i carry em surely for the barriers