Mega Ran - Godly Dreams lyrics

I wish that it never happened
I wish that I could rewind
It's on the front of my mind
And i'm backtracking
My foundation is crackin'
Seconds away from a shatter
And Losing the only thing that
I know that matters
While everyone's looking at me so proud
Like I'm the greatest
Meanwhile I got complacent
And honestly, i hate it
I paid the cost to be the boss
Yet I never prepared for such a loss
So im taking it hard i wish i never known
Or that i never grown
Cant make sense of it like i
Might need a Rosetta stone so unforgеttable
One day I'll be hеading home
It's darker when a light goes out
Than if it never shone so
(Keep rising to the top) im trying to
But everywhere that I turn i'm being lied to
Forced to play this hand
That they Provide you
Trying to get out of this
Box that I'm confined to

What should I do what should I do?

Man if ain't one thing it's five, sakes alive
Same thing that makes ya smile
Can make ya cry
Don't want this to end cause I hate goodbyes
What goes up eventually takes a dive
Just hopin the pools deep enough
Last place in the rat race
But I never cared about keeping up
Just wondering when will I be enough
I've taken every blow I could
I'm so beaten up
On the floor Figure four tryna break a joint
See how far I gotta go just a make a point
Done Had all I could stand with no plan
No chance I would make it
Without reaching my breaking point
If Bad things happen to good people
Then I Guess all men aren't created equal
Too many folks deceitful
But, I stay peaceful
And hope for better luck maybe in the sequel

(Keep rising to the top) im trying to
But everywhere that I turn i'm being Lied to
Forced to play this hand
That they Provide you
Trying to get out of this
Box that I'm confined to

What should I do what should I do?