Mega Ran, Sammus - Gone lyrics

I hope there's no epithets in my epitaph
Perpetually twenty minutes late I
Would get to class
Just in time for the second half
Usually asked about black lives
And forced to speak on their behalf
I was the only speck of chocolate
In a big bowl of the opposite
Bout as far from the hood as I could get
They called it culture shock but I
Actually thought it was kinda sick
My roommate was a rich kid
He majored in golf
Really golf - he's making six figures
I learned a lotta' valuable stuff
Like one fifty one is some powerful stuff
Tried to stay felicitous, wound up ridiculous
Slovenly, idiot robbed of all my innocence
My credit is impotent
Now I can't get rid of it but looking back
Yo I wouldn't change a bit of it

When I had it couldn't stand it
Used to rush it now I want it
But, it's gone now yeah it's gone now
It's all over or is it?

When I had it couldn't stand it
Used to rush it now I want it
But, it's gone now yeah it's gone now
It's all over or is it?

I stood out like an outie as a townie
Yeah I went to college in my county
It kinda got me down
Because the out-of-towners always tried
To clown me
Talkin’ bout they problems with my town
Like I was present at the founding
Shooot I dreamt about when
I could finally leave
Cuz in the Ivy League everybody tryna' be
The next Zuckerberg, Gates, Jobs
I prefer great times over my pay stubs
So I said bye to New York and Wall Street
But got bored and balls deep
In my feelings about missing my
Porch and mom’s treats
Yeah the herbs is always greener
On the other side
And it's the worst when you're a
Teen you think you gonna die
If you don't get what you
Want when you want it
You think you need a whip and apartment
A gin and a tonic
The only thing you need is a team to
Convene and a screen with some Sonic
Got it?

When I had it couldn't stand it
Used to rush it now I want it
But, it's gone now yeah it's gone now
It's all over or is it?

When I had it couldn't stand it
Used to rush it now I want it
But, it's gone now yeah it's gone now
It's all over or is it?

When I had it couldn't stand it
Used to rush it now I want it
But, it's gone now yeah it's gone now
It's all over or is it?