Midwxst - i know you hate me lyrics

I've been fighting with
Thoughts and temptations
I'm not good at holding conversations
Bae, bear with me, baby
Please just be patient
Want you here, I don't want my bed vacant
Every night
We been fightin' and fuckin' and lovin'
I don't know if I hate this shit or love it
Don't wanna keep goin' but
Don't wanna cut it
In a predicament but won't discuss it, no

You say you love me, but I know you hate me
Don't ever wan' face me
You know what I'm facin'
I'm not one for chasin'
You're never explainin'
I'm gone on the weekends
I'm off the deep end
Nothing ever makes sense
Watch you walk out my lifе and
It ain't been the same since
Put it in thе past tense
I was playing the offense
But now I'm on defense

Never said you were the one that was crazy
I should've had better judgment, I was lazy
Now I sit and recollect while I'm on vacay'
I should've known that you were trouble
When you made me say
That I love you so much
I don't want you to leave
And that you were the one
That was pulling my strings
And then you went and ripped
My heart up into pieces
I never thought it would reach this

You say you love me, but I know you hate me
Don't ever wan' face me
You know what I'm facin'
I'm not one for chasin'
You're never explainin'
I'm gone on the weekends
I'm off the deep end
Nothing ever makes sense
Watch you walk out my life and
It ain't been the same since
Put it in the past tense
I was playing the offense
But now I'm on defense

And once you leave, there's no comin' back
I don't wanna see your face
And on top of that
I don't want you in my phone, no
I'm not textin' back
I know that no matter what you do, though
You'll come running back
And don't try to backtrack on
Shit that you said
'Cause to me, in my head
You're already dead
So I'm gonna let you rest in peace (Uh)
Hopefully this will end the misery