Misery Signals - Nothing lyrics

As I reach out my hands to the sky
It's in this moment that I've come to realize
I've played my part
For all of those who said
It could never be done this is for you

Tormented by my every undying devotion to you
I have destroyed myself
This time it was all or nothing
I struck the match and turned away
Torch the fields and pray for rain
Torch the fields and pray for rain
Torch the fields

I have entered the eye of the storm
A pause from affliction
But I'll never feel so alive
As I do when your world falls apart
I feed on the thrill of knowing
That all our hope is lost

I want nothing more than to be given a chance
To start again

If I could find a cure
I'd cleanse myself of all I know
Cut the cord, bring the plague
Start again, start again

I'd give anything to return to the nothing
From which I came ash to ash, dust to dust
Start again, start again

I'd give anything to return to nothing
I'd give anything to return to nothing
I'd give anything to return to nothing
I'd give anything to return to nothing

If not forgiven, will this all be forgotten?
As this guilt will outlive us both
Dear God, what have I let myself become?
What have I let myself become?