Modern Baseball - Hours Outside in the Snow lyrics

I spent all of Christmas Eve
Fake angry at you for
Who knows what now or then
And you spoke so fast I just sat back
Relaxed and took you all in

I spent all of Christmas Eve
Trying to get warmer
After standing outside for hours
Knowing at this point I'd be
Lucky to get any sleep
And I'll toss and turn
Until the early morning happily ignoring
That my blue jeans didn't do
A fuckin' thing for me against this cold
Sober or not, I locked everything you sent me
'Cause what's better than seeing
What I'm missing daily?
I guess what I'm trying to say is that

You might run, oh but i won't hide, shed an
Ounce of light on my half- hopeless life
"Don't let me go back"

And though I'd like to say more
I guess, I'll just duck and cover
Almost praying that you trip over
The cluster of words I laid
Out before having to leave
But since you've taken the time
To read so carefully
Everything I've ever sent
I guess I'll spend the next
Few lines hoping and wishing
Yet thanking appropriately

You might run, oh but i won't hide, shed an
Ounce of light on my half- hopeless life
You might run, oh but i won't hide, shed an
Ounce of light on my half- hopeless life

To Erin please read later
'Cause I don't think I have the heart
To let you read this now
But if I had the heart, oh
You know that I know better
This isn't how you say aloud oh, say aloud
To Erin (You might run, oh but)
Please read later (I won't hide, shed an)
'Cause I don't think I have the heart
(Ounce of light on my half)
To let you read this now (Hopeless life)
But if I had the heart, oh
(You might run, oh but)
You know that I know better
(I won't hide, shed an)
This isn't how you say aloud
(Ounce of light on my half) oh, say aloud:
(Hopeless life) "Don't let me go back"

"Hey, it's Erin, I'm not here
But leave me a message and
I'll call you back bye"
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