Modest Mouse - Medication lyrics

This is the part of me that needs medication
This is the part of me
That believes in heaven
This is the part of me that
Thinks outer space is all dead
This is the part of me that
Wishes it was with it this is the part of me
That's trying to be funny
This is the part of me that loves my parents
This is the part of me that
Thinks that ants are cavemen
This is the part of me that
Thinks all humans are ants
This is the part of me
That learns from sitcoms
This is the part of me that means nothing

And I don't know
Where I could go away and you
Could wish that I had stayed
Or just stayed gone and I don't know
And I don't know at all
So, out of the context
And into what you meant
And you know your reasons
You don't know who you are but you
Know who you want to be i don't know
So you go to the library
To get yourself a book
And you look and you look but
You didn't find anything to read
And I don't know at all

Left all my kinder parts rusting and peeling
That guy was complaining as he
Looked at the ceiling
My nose isn't that big
It looks nothing like me
We're all doctors trading
Sadness for numbness
Grass looks much greener but
It's green painted cement
The mayor's machines are there
Cleaning the pavement
You can't make dirt clean so
We'll just lemon-scent it