Mr. Lif, Akrobatik, El-P, Jean Grae - Post Mortem lyrics

This is the last chapter
Bombs hit who? Crushed what?
Over there? Oh, my God, oh, dear
I was, hmm, I think I was, huh
Going somewhere
About to pay my fare, bright glare
Not quite clear
Stare blind into the light of possibilities
Think I heard the screams of
Those in my proximity
Or had I started thinking
Wishfully? Guided by fear
I'm semi-aware, please, is anybody out there?

It was a gentle fission kiss on my block
And hot light like a baby
Breathing sigh in her terrain
And now my name is merely
Last second of brain exist
Before the final flash
Where emotion and pretty details of
The life I had passed
Now my warm night in Brooklyn is ash
Falling from the snot of loosies
That I choked on
Around the corner from class
Before the moments when the
Moon can move fast
Another summer slowly growing
With the friendships
That would end with a blast
Or how the hours could so blissfully lag
She slid her tongue between my
Lips and I gasped
Told my dawgs and they laughed
Now we're combining our cash at last
A pack of smokes and a flask
I hope there's liquor with a gas by the mask

Convert to atheism, denounce god
Pronounce religion dead
Faith in nothing, trace my wrists with razors
I refuse to wait for the
Blaze to erase my spirit
Death, faced with it, run to it, not from it
Swallow all the pills in the medicine cabinet
Chase it with a bottle of one-fifty-one
Hug mommy head outside to smash windows and
Trash my hotel lobby
Rape a cripple if the time allows
I find a kid to hem up
I wish I'd done more sinnin'
Get a strap-on, run up in some women
Lay in the middle of a highway
Wait for pain to hit me steal all I can with
People lootin', screamin', "Come and get me"
Find the nearest pawn shop, biggest gun
Crowded street
Blow my brains to hell and gone and
Let the devil come for me

What's the chances I'd be one of the
Last ones left alive to see this?
The Earthcrusher came before I could
Even conceive a fetus but, I did go from
Nothing to misunderstood elitist
Who tried to tell his people to
Rise instead of actin' like defeatists
But what good is that? 'Cause now
We all goin' to hell
Like some kid playin' in his class
Out talkin' before the bell
I died believing in righteousness
But, I could have indulged more
'Cause giving in to temptation don't
Seem that raw no more
I heard some airline offered
Flights into space
I shoulda took it to see earth
Before they mashed up the place
I thought I'd be alone when they
Finally came to get me
But nobody gotta miss me
'cause they all comin' with me

Our horizon was accessorizing
Need bred more need
Best believe it's the equation of greed
I need a new car and thus new brakes
Another tune-up with lube
Whatever's put together shall be unscrewed
In times of famine, we made more food
Food made more people
It's all explained within the cycle of evil
Would I trade it all? Cruisin' down the
Highway on a bright summer day
Gazing out a plane to see
The earth from miles away
Watchin' the Patriots win the Super Bowl
Grabbing that fumble from Ricky Proehl
Or my stereo, providing me
With rhythm and soul, I don't know
All I know is I feel guilt for every
Single thing I've ever bought and sold
I shoulda been in more demonstrations
Planted bombs in corporations
Murdered CEO's and cancelled TV shows
Burned billboards and torn posters
I coulda read more
Finally, I'll get to meet this god
They left us dead for and it's ill
It's power to the form of a bill
For which people killed, lied
Manipulated free will
Conscience will be their crucifix
The chopping block for poppycock
And I can feel our spirit's drop
Upon these streets I oddly walk enough talk
Here's my last chance to cherish a thought
My flesh is fully melted and
My stomach's in a knot
So to my love, I hated to leave you alone
Pardon my zone
Passion took me places and my life was a poem
Baby, I was on my way home
About to catch a flight
Our meeting has dissolved in
Radiation and light
Love you gave me made me shine
You're gorgeous with a powerful mind
You lifted my spirit's and
Strengthened my spine
I'm at peace with my life
'cause knowin' you was divine
You made me see eternal beauty in
A world that was dyin'
Now we're all ground by the grind
Out of luck and out of line
Out of signs, and now we're out of time