Mr. sancho - I Reminice lyrics

Only 2 & 1
2 years but a lifetime of memories
The moment I heard you were gone I broke
Down crying on my knees saying Lord please
Take me instead 'cause I feel
Like I'm already dead
My methods ahuevo de smoke
That's why the future will roll in his head
Man, getting a little choked up
Just rapping about it
"Los hombres no lloran for shit
Homeboy quit rapping about it"
I reminice about back in the day we
Use to play before we lift weights
But, I also remember the scuffles we had
In pulling to play this way
Hearing you say to this day
"Hey perro come over so we can lift weights"
And getting a hyna and getting first base
Then I embrace finally
Grasping hard to reality 'cause I
Hate living a fantasy
Realizing that not really here I said
To myself that it cannot be
It cannot be that you're not really here
It cannot be it cannot be
That you're not really here
It cannot be it cannot be
That you're not really here
It cannot be it cannot be
That you're not really here
You're not really here

I reminice about back in the days carnal
We use to kick it in the
Playground and lift weights carnal
I wonder why you had to leave my side
Your memories on my mind
Everyday and every night all of the time

You're probably wondering why I didn't
Show up to the funeral
I bet it was beautiful carnal did it
Hurt just to look at you
Laying there in the coffin on
Your back dressed in black
Cause, I couldn't understand the fact
That you had to pass and
Couldn't get a chance to live a holy life
Always did something right our couple
Of days were tight
Thanks for everything expressing my
Gratitude with tears trickling
Down my face 'cause I went out
With praise in this emotional maze
But in the end of my days thinking of ways
I'd rather get by or leave myself a
Place so I must get high
Why is there so many questions to solve?
Not enough answers so it's easy to
Call I don't worry it all
I'll be your help when I fall when I
Feel reassured with your pictures on my wall
Now I lay me down to sleep dream
My soul for the Lord to keep
And if you ever see me sleep
Anything close to a week
Now I want to let you know
That I truly rest in peace

Yeah was sup this song is
Dedicated to my homie Ramiro
Who passed away on Mother's Day and
Is dedicated to his familia
And everyone who's lost someone out there
Rest in Peace i know
You're looking down on me homie and
I know it rest in peace
Gracias Por everything homie i'll
Miss you al rato

I reminice about back in the days carnal
We use to kick it in the
Playground and lift weights carnal
I wonder why you had to leave my side
Your memories on my mind
Everyday and every night all of the time

It's hard homie putting these words in
A song 'cause now you're gone
And I'm all alone suicidal thoughts
Just rolling through my dome
I'm sorry ese if it seems like
My voice is getting eerie
But every night I think about that
Day I get a little teary
Si supieras lo que hicistes dejastes a tus
Padres bien triste no es un chiste
Es algo serio caiste al cemeterio
De los 17 años nomas por un paño
Why el varrio que queries
Tanto como les canto
Esta historia sin estar llorando?
Cuando ando solo en mi carro me
Acuerdo en esos tiempos desmadrosos
Dos mocosos jugandole los pozos
De las calles we were whooped we
Went out to the valles
Looking for enemigas listos para ser
Desmadres was an everyday thing
And until that night when I heard the phone
Ring at about 2: 00 in the morning
My jefita gave me the bad news
And my tears just started pouring, pouring

This is for all my homies that
Passed away descansa en paz