[Mrs. GREEN APPLE - Loneliness 歌詞 lyrics]
死にたい今日も
仕方がないでしょう？
誰かにバレてしまう前に
ドス黒い夜に呑まれてしまう前に
縛り付けて何にも出来ないようにして
私を殺して欲しいのです
誰にも何も もう何も期待はしないけど
君を好きでは居たい
中身でも顔でも何でもない
君のその日々の一部で居たい
爆音で脳と胸を焦がして
意味の無い論理で紛らわすロンリネス
性の二乗 離れられなくなって
意地悪な恩義で曝け出すロンリネス
痛々しい痕も
言い出したい過去も
誰かに頼れる日が来るまで
ドス黒い中に光があったらいいな
釘を打って何処にも行かないようにして
その身を好き勝手したいのです
呆れる程に もう誇りは蔑ろだけど
生きてる意味を知りたい
真面目でも馬鹿でも何でも無い
人ならざるものなのかも知れない
愛の起源 理性と許容を飛ばして
嘘の無い本意で皮肉にもロンリネス
別の次元 「踏み込んでしまった」って
堕ちてゆく深くへ 治らないロンリネス
絶頂ね あそこもここも濡らして
錆びついた心に油をさして
ベッドにね 2人の香りを残して
触れられない時も 心を絡ませて
誰にも何も もう何も期待はしないけど
君を好きでは居たい
古傷を裂いても確かめたい
僕のこの中の異物を見たい
爆音で脳と胸を焦がして
意味の無い論理で紛らわすロンリネス
性の二乗 離れられなくなって
意地悪な恩義で曝け出すロンリネス
愛の起源 理性と許容を飛ばして
嘘の無い本意で皮肉にもロンリネス
別の次元 「踏み込んでしまった」って
堕ちてゆく深くへ 治らないロンリネス
君という刺激で気付かされるロンリネス
Shinitai kyō mo
Shikataganaideshou?
Dareka ni barete shimau mae ni
Dosu kuroi yoru ni noma rete shimau mae ni
Shibaritsukete nani ni mo dekinai yō ni shite
Watashi o koroshite hoshī nodesu
Darenimo nani mo mō nani mo kitai wa shinaikedo
Kimi o sukide wa itai
Nakami demo kao demo nandemonai
Kimi no sono hibi no ichibu de itai
Bakuon de nō to mune o kogashite
Iminonai ronri de magirawasu ronrinesu-sei no jijō hanare rarenaku natte
Ijiwaruna ongi de sarakedasu ronrinesu
Itaitashī ato mo
Iidashitai kako mo
Dareka ni tayoreru hi ga kuru made
Dosu kuroi naka ni hikari ga attara ī na
Kugi o utte doko ni mo ikanai yō ni shite
Sono mi o suki katte shitai nodesu
Akireru hodo ni mō hokori wa naigashirodakedo
Iki teru imi o shiritai
Majime demo bakade mo nandemo nai
Hito narazaru monona no kamo shirenai
Ai no kigen risei to kyoyō o tobashite
Uso no nai hon'i de hinikunimo ronrinesu
Betsu no jigen "fumikonde shimatta" tte
Ochite yuku fukaku e naoranai ronrinesu
Zetchō ne asoko mo koko mo nurashite
Sabitsuita kokoro ni abura o sashite
Beddo ni ne 2-ri no kaori o nokoshite
Fure rarenai toki mo kokoro o karama sete
Darenimo nani mo mō nani mo kitai wa shinaikedo
Kimi o sukide wa itai
Furukizu o saite mo tashikametai
Boku no kono Chū no ibutsu o mitai
Bakuon de nō to mune o kogashite
Iminonai ronri de magirawasu ronrinesu-sei no jijō hanare rarenaku natte
Ijiwaruna ongi de sarakedasu ronrinesu
Ai no kigen risei to kyoyō o tobashite
Uso no nai hon'i de hinikunimo ronrinesu
Betsu no jigen "fumikonde shimatta" tte
Ochite yuku fukaku e naoranai ronrinesu
Kimi to iu shigeki de kidzukasa reru ronrinesu
I want to die today
I don't have a choice,
Before someone finds out
Before the black night swallows us
Tie me up so I can't do anything
I want you to kill me
I don't expect anything from anyone or anything anymore
I want to love you
Not inside, not with your face, not with anything,
I want to be a part of those days of yours
The explosion burns my brain and chest
Drowning my loneliness in senseless logic
Sex squared, I can't stay away
Loneliness that exposes itself with mean ingratitude
And the painful scars
And the past that you want to tell
Until the day comes when I can count on someone
I wish there was a light in the dusky black
I want to nail you down, make sure you don't go anywhere,
And do whatever I want with your body
To the point of disgust, though I already despise pride
I want to know what it means to be alive
I'm not serious or stupid or anything
I may be something other than myself
Origin of love, skipping reason and tolerance
Loneliness that skips over reason and tolerance
I've "stepped into" another dimension
Falling deeper and deeper, Loneliness that cannot be cured
Climax, wet here and there
Lubricate my rusty heart
On the bed, leave our scent
Even when you can't touch me, our hearts are intertwined
I don't expect anything from anyone or anything anymore
But I'm still in love with you
I want to rip open the old wounds
And see the foreign object inside me
The explosion burns my brain and chest
Drowning my loneliness in senseless logic
Sex squared, I can't stay away
Loneliness that exposes itself with mean ingratitude
Origin of love, skipping reason and tolerance
Loneliness that skips over reason and tolerance
I've "stepped into" another dimension
Falling deeper and deeper, Loneliness that cannot be cured
With the stimulus of you, I realized that I am Loneliness