Murs - Break Up (The OJ Song) lyrics

I wanna hear your voice but I
Don't want you to call
I wanna see you, girl, but not see you at all
I wanna make up, but I still want to fight
I wanted to break up but
It just don't feel right
"Sitting here waiting on you"

I hate you, you hate me
But still can't escape "we"
And all the bullshit we've
Been going through lately
Heart broke, lovestruck
Telling y'all, "It ain't me"
Life without you, girl
Is something that I can't see
I ain't gon' lie, say, "I don't get lonely"
But there's only so much
I could kick it with the homies
And somebody told me that
You already moved on i broke up with you
You ain't supposed to get your groove on
Not now, at least wait a couple weeks
Got me looking like a chump with
My business in the streets
Been a couple weeks
But it feel like you still there
No matter how I clean
I'm still finding your hair
Or some shit you forgot
Or I'm standing in that spot
Where you came so hard
I didn't think that you would stop
But, quiet as it's kept
I know you miss me just a little
Washed my sheets when you left but
Still smell you on my pillow

And everything I do, it reminds me of you
And everything I see, it reminds me of "we"
And every time I lust, it reminds me of us
Girl, I wanna stay together cause
I hate breaking up

You ain't call me last night
What you trying to be? Strong?
You'll call yourself stupid when you
Finally hear this song
Cause, I would've took you back
I was waiting to, in fact
All you had to do was holler, girl
I would've just collapsed
And fell into a trap and started to relapse
And your ass never called so
It just never happened
Now I'm thinking Jasmine, Tanya, Cheraine
Some ex's I can call that'll
Probably ease the pain
I tried to follow through
But I wound up calling you
Hanging up before a ring, girl
It's really all on you
But, you wanna get into it, make me mad
Push my buttons
Got us tripping over little stuff
That don't mean nothing
I'm sick of the suffering, the fighting
The fussing what happened to the love in
The late night discussions
'Bout children, and family, the future
The plan and now it's all over cause
You couldn't understand me

And everything I do, it reminds me of you
And everything I see, it reminds me of "we"
And every time I lust, it reminds me of us
Girl, I wanna stay together cause
I hate breaking up

Started missing you again last night
'Til I remembered all the reasons that
Your ass love to fight it's like, dude
I really wanted this to work
But, you, had to get your shit together first
And what's worse i really wanted you to stay
But, I needed you to leave
Cause we was fighting everyday
All right, not everyday
I know that's a lot on it
We was supposed to be companions
We was more like opponents
Don't this song make you wanna
Do it one more time?
Could I still be the only
Dude that's on your mind?
I'm too proud to beg
But I'm hoping that you not
I would take you back quick, girl
Without a second thought
But, I'm caught up in my pride
And I can't make the call
Didn't want to break up, just a break
That's all it's been a long time
I know I probably shouldn't have left you
Cause your the only woman that
I wanna sleep next to

And everything I do, it reminds me of you
And everything I see, it reminds me of "we"
And every time I lust, it reminds me of us
Girl, I wanna stay together cause
I hate breaking up
You say you're sick of me and
I say I'm sick of you
But we crazy 'bout each other, girl
What we gon' do? Said I needed you to leave
But I hate to see you go
Can't make up my mind, girl
I just don't know i wanna make this work but
I'm sick of the struggle
Girl, what I gotta do to make
You realize I love you? I ain't gon' lie
Sometimes I just don't feel you
But find another man
And I just might kill you
"Sitting here waiting on you"