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Allah

They told me dad has had a heart attack
He ain’t even took his shahadah
Man how hard is that?
I was on my way to Wales East, Western Train
Another day, another job, tryna make a change
I know loneliness kills the heart
But over time it strengthens the mind
And me and marriage seemed the state apart
I guess I never met the right kind
If I ain’t working, I’d be with Sumaya
If I ain’t with Sumaya
Then you’ll find me working
I thought it couldn’t happen
When I met Khadijah
I guess we didn’t put the right work in
Now I’m walking down this broken road
Broken heart coming from a broken home
Tryna find my other 50%
Before my actions hear me getting stoned
Living my little brother’s dream
They say I’m a pioneer in this Islamic scene
And I ain’t even an Islamic speaker
I never preach, I am not a preacher
I just told about my life story
My years of pain, to these years of glory
Saved from the ghetto by the Holy Qur’an
I call my story, ‘From the Streets 2 Islam’

ابحث عن الحقيقة (Abhathu 3n il haqeeqah)
ابحث عن الإيمان (Abhathu 3n il-eeman)
يا رب مهمة صابة (Ya rabbi muhimmatin saabah)
فثبتني على الإسلام (Fathabbitni 3la al-islam)

I’m homeless, thinking about the homes I had
I'm in this big car, living out a duffel bag
Sleeping on a brown sofa
My younger brother’s pad
I’m filled with mixed emotions
Call them happy and sad
And I won like 2 awards in the past two years
I made money from this information in my head
Invested in my brain
All the time I spent away
That was beneficial
That’s why I love my teachers in Kuwait
But do I, fulla Denzel, have a big career
Or do I, with the same heart as Abu Hurayrah
Got the agent on the line
Telling me "Hollywood was near"
But at the same time
I don’t see the fire getting cleared
And the brotherhood got weird
My people turn against me
Roadside2Fitnah, a calculated mockery
I forgive them for the hate
And I love them for the passion
I admit I made mistakes so I
Blame it on my actions

ابحث عن الحقيقة (Abhathu 3n il haqeeqah)
ابحث عن الإيمان (Abhathu 3n il-eeman)
يا رب مهمة صابة (Ya rabbi muhimmatin saabah)
فثبتني على الإسلام (Fathabbitni 3la al-islam)