Nathaniel Rateliff, The Night Sweats - Trying So Hard Not to Know lyrics

You keep changing your mind
For so many reasons from what I can tell
You just might as well
Lay down and choke on your own

I can't give you enough
To just keep believing
This shit don't run well
It's burned out as hell
And it's trying so hard not to know

You're filling it up just to
Turn out on empty
God damn I know just how it feels
I'm gonna tear out all that's inside me
Look away from here cause nobody cares
And they're trying so hard not to know

You take all that you want
Haven't found any answers
Look down and stare and run around and yell
That it might not rain any more

You never stand up long enough
To pull it together
Well who gives a damn and very few can
When they're trying so hard not to know