NerdOut - The Pain a Part of Me lyrics

My friends keep telling me to
Use my full potential
They don't understand the things I've seen
And what I've been through
Look at these hands
These exams are a piece of cake
I got, I got, I got this Endeavor in my DNA
Won't forget the time you made
My mother burn me badly
How could I forget with that
Reflection staring at me
I contained the flame inside
You couldn't put it past me
Villains wanna test
Now they're Stains in the alley
Everybody freeze whеn I pull out the heat
Mix em both togеther
I'm just letting off steam
Already on top, I've proven that I'm the best
If you step "don't blame me
For what happens next"

My soul is so cold, this pain is too hot
My heart is on froze, this blazin' won't stop
Fire on the left
Plus I freeze em on the spot
No holding back, gotta give it all I got

I'm giving it my all
Despite the pain inside of me
I'll fight this feeling now
I'm concealing this agony
I'm answering the call
Even though the pain is now a part of me
Gotta stop this burning 'cause it
Keeps turning my sanity
(The pain a part of me)

I will not make an excuse
See the fire in my eyes
I'm about to let it loose
All these villains need to chill
Tell me what you want from me
I am stuck between where I am
And where I wanna be
You can try to test my mettle
But really you shouldn't meddle
Push the pedal to the metal while
I'm reaching for the medal
They say my mother's a psycho and
My father is a devil
I was bred to be a champ
The playing field is never level
Staying here inside this school
I'm never settling for second best
Should I use the fire? This
Entire time I've second guessed
I'm not understanding all the
Torture and distress
So I'm fighting it until there's nothing left

My soul is so cold, this pain is too hot
My heart is on froze, this blazin' won't stop
Fire on the left
Plus I freeze em on the spot
No holding back, gotta give it all I got

I'm giving it my all
Despite the pain inside of me
I'll fight this feeling now
I'm concealing this agony
I'm answering the call
Even though the pain is now a part of me
Gotta stop this burning 'cause it
Keeps turning my sanity
(The pain a part of me)

You don't understand
The things I've seen abuses
By my father's hand
I try to do all that I can
Ooh, you will never see
The pain inside I hide is now a part of me
The pain is now a part of me

I'm giving it my all
Despite the pain inside of me
I'll fight this feeling now
I'm concealing this agony
I'm answering the call
Even though the pain is now a part of me
Gotta stop this burning 'cause it
Keeps turning my sanity
(The pain a part of me)