NerdOut - Voice With No Name lyrics

You don't know what it's like
To live multiple lives i don't know who I am
When I'm closing my eyes
This anger is growing inside
Two glowing eyes, but everything I see is red
I'm hearing voices inside of my head
If I listen I'm probably ending up dead
There's a reason I'm chaining
Myself to the bed just leave me alone
Don't wanna be bothered with
Solitude's the only thing that's a positive
Everywhere I go the feeling is following
Shadow in my mind is hollering
And maybе it'll disappear if
I don't acknowledge it
Waking up in a cold swеat
Don't remember a thing
That's convenient amnesia
Other guy tried to take over the body
But I don't consent to an illegal seizure
I try to hold him, but I can't control him
Can't be held accountable for his actions
You see, he is me and I am him
So it's impossible to catch him lacking
Everyday I feel like I'm losing traction
I put my faith in the fate of the gods
I'm praying this creep get erased from
My mind or at least
He's awake and I'm sleep on
The day that I die

I can not control what's inside of me
Get these voices outta my mind
Something's got a hold and it's guiding me
I don't know if the choices are even mine
I can not control what the body
Does, my hands are tied, i'm not to blame
Something's got a hold and it's guiding us
I hear a voice with no name
A voice with no name

Disassociation is the way that I'm living
I'm second guessing almost every decision
Everything I do is split up the middle
Now I'm on a course of a mental collision
I'm really thinking bout throwing
The towel in
That'll be detrimental, man, you wilding
I need some peace, I need a balance
Need to stop beating myself up about this
People are saying I got a disorder
But they don't know the half, no
Not a quarter
Racking my brain, I'm pushed to the corner
Pushed to the limit's, I'm over the border
I wanna reach deep inside of my psyche and
Smack around the other guy that's inside me
Honestly, if I were him I would hide me too
The last thing I would do is fight me
I look in the mirror
It feels kinda weird that we
Are the same dude
You better get outta my brain, or we
Going out with a bang, yeah
I'm a Cobain you
You wouldn't dare! You's a lie! Wouldn't
I? Couldn't I? Shouldn't I?
Put an end to your life, you
And I are not friends, so move aside
Symbolically get a knife, stick it
In to an eye, you would die by suicide
In the end I would never know the answer
Of who am I? With you alive
Wait, why don't we just share
The body the same time?
Why you acting like this body ain't mine?
Well, you ain't leaving, nah
And I ain't leaving so let's come together
Combine to the same mind

I can not control what's inside of me
Get these voices outta my mind
Something's got a hold and it's guiding me
I don't know if the choices are even mine
I can not control what the body
Does, my hands are tied, i'm not to blame
Something's got a hold and it's guiding us
I hear a voice with no name
A voice with no name