NF - I've Been There lyrics

'Cause, I've been there
And I know how it feels to lose your way
And lose the real you once knew existed
And I know i know how it feels to go
Astray and feel the pain
You feel like something's missing

I've been there the enemy is wearing me thin
I called your name, God
Guess you didn't hear me again
I keep praying to you
Seems like you don't want me to win
Want me to lose, 'cause
I feel like you're offerin' sin
To me on a silver platter
So my mind it get lost
Not just a little bit
I'm seein' all that I want so I take it
Thinkin' that my pain will dissolve
Back to square one
Now I ain't got nothin' at all


What should I do? How should I react when
Everything I thought that
Wouldn't happen happened?
All my dreams out by the
Road where the trash is
Something's missing but I don't know
How to grab it i know that you see me
But, I don't feel your presence
And somethin' in my heart is
Startin' to get infected
I'm startin' to fall apart
Headin' in a direction opposite of the stars
Oh yeah and did I mention I've been there?

'Cause, I've been there
And I know how it feels to lose your way
And lose the real you once knew existed
And I know i know how it feels to go
Astray and feel the pain
You feel like something's missing

Satan's a liar i hate the way he lures me in
Forget the Bible
I'd rather take a sip of this sin
And once I take a sip of it
I realize that I went over the edge
So I repent and then I do it again
Look at me go like the
True buckram in my funeral
Black tie, black suit
Now isn't it beautiful? Uh, huh
In other words, I'm tryna say that I'm dead
Don't know what's missin' but I'm
Pullin' hairs outta my head
Tryin' to grasp it god what am I lackin'?
Whatever it is, I know I gotta have it
I'm fallin' harder than I ever imagine
I say I'm givin' my best
But, I know that I haven't it's tragic
You're knockin' at my door but it's locked
What's wrong with me, Doc?
I don't think this pain's gonna stop
Ain't you ever thought, Nathan
Maybe it's not what's in your heart already
It's what you ain't got

'Cause, I've been there
And I know how it feels to lose your way
And lose the real you once knew existed
And I know i know how it feels to go
Astray and feel the pain
You feel like something's missing

Lord, forgive me
Please fill this hole in my heart
I got a life full of cracks
And I'm fallin' apart lord, forgive me
I need you to make me clean
So when they look
They see you and not just me
Lord, forgive me
Please fill this hole in my heart
I got a life full of cracks
And I'm fallin' apart lord, forgive me
I need you to make me clean
So when they look
They see you and not just me fill me up
I'm amped and I'm ready to go fill me up
I don't care if it's outta control
Fill me up
To the point that I'm so full that I'll
Be livin' and breathin' to get more
Fill me up i'm amped and I'm ready to go
Fill me up
I don't care if it's outta control
Fill me up
To the point that I'm so full that I'll
Be livin' and breathin' to get more

'Cause, I've been there
And I know how it feels to lose your way
And lose the real you once knew existed
And I know i know how it feels to go
Astray and feel the pain
You feel like something's missing
'Cause, I've been there
And I know how it feels to lose your way
And lose the real you once knew existed
And I know i know how it feels to go
Astray and feel the pain
You feel like something's missing

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