Nightcore - Her Last Words lyrics

Just an average girl she always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while
Now she's older thing are getting colder
Life's not what she thought she wished
That someone had told her

She told you that she was down
You let it slip by Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy p a short while
Now she's older things are getting colder
Life's not what she thought
She wished someone had told her

She told you she was down, you let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But she was telling white lies
Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes

Tried to stop herself from
Crying almost every night
But she knew there was no
Chance of feeling alright
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
'Cause those cuts on her wrists
Were bleeding through you see

She knew she was depressed
Didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she fit it
Everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier
With a battle wound
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed

She had no friends at school
All alone she sat
And if someone were to notice
She would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist
They were no mistake
But no one cared enough to save
Her from this self hate

Things were going down, never really up
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next
Just stand on that chair and tie
The rope around her neck

She wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild
"Look at me now! Are you
Proud of your precious child?"
But she knew that her parents
Weren't the ones to blame
It was the world that should bow
Down it's head in shame

She stood up on the chair and
Looked out at the moon
Just don't think, it'll all be over soon
The chair fell down as she
Took her final breath
It's all over, all gone
Now she's greeting death

Her Mum walks in, she falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take back
What she just saw
The little girl that she raised
Is just hanging there
Her body's pale and her
Face is violently bare

She sees the note and unfolds it with care
All she does is stare
"How can this be fair?"
She starts reading as the tears
Roll down her face
"I'm sorry Mom but this world
Is just not my place

I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
I've come to realize this world's full of sin
There's nothing for me here
I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay
Here with this awful race

It's a disgrace, I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
It's OK though, 'cause you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has come
Just look at the moon
As it shines bright throughout the night

And remember everyone's facing
Their own fight
But, I can't deal with the pain
I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night
Just hug your pillow tighter

So let the world know, that I died in vain
Because the world around me
Is the one to blame
And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone
'Cause, I'm not really something
To be dwelled on

That's what they used to tell me
All those kids at school
So I'm going by the law majority rules
My presence on this earth is
Not needed any longer and if anything
I hope this makes you stronger

You're the best friend that I ever had
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
But just remember that you
Meant everything to me and to my heart
You're the only one that held the key
Now it's time to go
I'm running out of space to write

And yes I lost my fight, but please
Just hold on tight
I'm watching over you from the clouds above
And sending down the purest and whitest dove
To watch over you, and be my helpful eye
So this is it, world, goodbye"