Noah Kahan - Howling lyrics

Where to begin?
Oh, let's pretend we never met
So I can disappear a moment
Been trying to swim with both
My hands behind my back
My dear I always feared the ocean
And, somehow, this one word in my
Mouth that's left unspoken

I won't admit my parents split
When I got sick but, I refuse to be a burden
And I said

Is there something keeping me
Here for the minute, darling?
Did you find the key and what
Is the meaning of it?
'Cause honey, sometimes I feel this emptiness
Howling out

Is there something keeping me
Here for the minute, darling?
Did I lose my mind and and
Am I still looking for it?
'Cause, I don't know why
I feel this emptiness howling out
Howling out

"You’re not alone" the world is small
And I am sick of all
The talk of finding purpose
Love comes and goes
But the big black dog, he trails along
Am I the only one who knows him? And now
And somehow, I gained 15 pounds
But lost my focus
And I suffocate things slow
Until I'm just the black
Fly circling my bullshit ooh

Is there something keeping me
Here for the minute, darling?
Did you find the key and what
Is the meaning of it?
Honey, sometimes I feel this emptiness
Howling out is there something keeping me
Here for the minute, darling?
Did you lose my mind and and
Am I still looking for it?
I don't know why I feel this emptiness
Howling out howling out

Deep blue, deep blue 05072
Deep blue, deep blue 05072

Where to begin?
Oh, let's pretend we never met
So I can disappear a moment
I've been trying to swim with both
My hands behind my back
My dear I always feared the ocean
And, somehow, this one word in my
Mouth that's left unspoken and I said

Is there something keeping me
Here for the minute, darling?
Did you find the key and what
Is the meaning of it? 'Cause, honey
Sometimes I feel this emptiness howling out

Tell me one thing keeping me
Here for the minute, honey
But, if I leave you now then
What's out there waiting for me?
I don't know why I feel this emptiness
Howling out howling