Nothington - Meant to Lose lyrics

I want to bring you down
Down down down so you can figure out
Until you fall apart out the seems
Until the bottom drops out you don't know
What you have means
I feel the weight above your undertones
The way you say it like it's set in stone
Well, time had a way of being misused
Like it's something we have to waste
Some illusions we were meant to lose
Lost them yesterday, lost them anyway anyway
Sad Sad
Sad look justified, a portrait of you
Taken from the outside
The things you could never afford
Are never going to be better
Than the old chords?
I feel the weight above your undertones
The way you say it like it's set in stone
Well, time had a way of changing you
And it's something we had to face
Some illusions we were meant to lose
Lost them yesterday, lost them anyway anyway
I fell asleep there on my couch
Shut off the lights and then passed out
While cutting off my ears
'Cause, I couldn't listen anymore
It's getting harder than before
Been saving this for years
It's been so long since we said
We'd stay this way but don't forget
There's no fcking way we're the same
I hold this closer to me
4 am in New York City
But those memories faded anyway anyway