NOTSmrt, GHOSTEMANE - Falling lyrics

I’m not okay today
Feels like today is fall astray
Today is not my day
It’s not the day for me (no)
I’m not okay today
Feels like it’s fall astray
Today is not the day it’s not the day for me

Questioning what I am
Ideas that I should push out
Hating, thinking i’m untroubled but broken
Bipolar mix-up into new condition
Waiting to be drunk and
Crying the ideas droughts again

The percent hitting harder
Peaceful joy fading with drops
Teardrop, raindrop needing to be ripped
Subconsciously I need to rip my eyes out
Not for other people’s visibility
But to be forgotten and thrown away
Like I’m suppose to be
I fucking don’t know I

I’m not okay feels like it’s falling astray
Today is not the day it’s not the day for me
I’m not okay feels like it’s fall astray
Today is not the day it’s not the day for me
Friends get so much luck
Damn, I always stuck slicing dicing
Hellbound to be trapped in a loop
Friends get so much luck
Damn, I always stay stuck slicing dicing
Hellbound to be trapped in a loop
Loneliness contains me brain strain
Changes I need to fucking make
I will screwed up every detail I have
Every fucking feeling I have is the
Same as it was before
Nah, I hate everything that I
Fucking try to do
Screaming out my pain but no
One seem to listen to i’m not okay