Oh Wonder - Free lyrics

New year of '13
Sat on the roof of your one-bed apartment
Stared at the city oh, London, you're pretty
The way that you held me
Tight like I'd leave in a slip of the wind
It felt like the future
Thought I'd never lose ya

I was free, free i was free

Forward to '20
Both of us screaming alive at each other
"Get out of my house"
"I'm done with you now"
Said I never loved you
But I always loved you
And I'll always love you

I was free, free i was free
Free, free i was free

I'm nervous to say it
Not one to sleep with a stack of regret
But I'm sorry we got here
I wish I'd done more to save us
Shoulda killed you with kindness
Swallowed your tears when your
Eyes opened wide
But I'm drawing in darkness
I wish I could stop it

And be free, free i was free
Free, free i was free

I wish I was
(I wish I was) , I wish I was, I
Wish I was free (I wish I was) , mm
I wish I was, I wish I was, I wish I was free
Oh, the devil's in and I'm dying, yeah
Opposites attract what the hell is that?
Oh, the devil's in