Okkervil River - Love To A Monster lyrics

Lover, now that you've left me
I'm glad you're unlovely
Because if you could take all the heat in
Your heart and just hang it from you
I wouldn't be able to bear the
Way you cannot love me
It's much easier of me make
A monster out of you

And so here I go
Substituting the glow from your temples
All our sighs and our trembles
And each last letter sent you
From the cheap little pen of
This weak little man
The one singing out his jangling, ringing
And hopefully stinging attack upon you

Yeah, so here I go
Just exploding the hope we'll be speaking
Someday, years from now
Seeking friendship and understanding
Yeah, I hope you get angry, and hurt
And have the hardest of landings
And I hope your new man thinks of me when
He sees what a number I did on you

I grow tired of this song
Turn my eyes to the blond in the bleachers
She's a lovely young creature
I think she's seeking adventure
I think she's ready to see that the
World isn't so sweet or so tender
I won't break her, just bend her
And make her into my new ringer for you

I stay in the same comfy town
Write the same old songs down
Drive the same streets
Seek the same sense of dull peace
Whisper the same sweet words to the chippies
The same walk by the road and where
The same muddy snow's finally leaving
But I'll fight off the spring
I don't want lovely things
I don't want the earth new