Okkervil River - Starry Stairs lyrics
[Okkervil River - Starry Stairs lyrics]
What do you think this fan club is for?
I slithered up each rose corridor
I kept a warm safe place in
My core before I lost it
They ask for blood
What do you think this woman's made of?
I stuck a small thin pin in my thumb
They dreamt a low long line to
Be crossed and I crossed it
I'm alive but a different kind of life
Than the way I used to be
I retire to a split white smile
To be seen in some old, stag magazine
And this girl's eyes
When they were roughly wrenched open I
Could see a starry stair up your thigh
You hid behind your hair, oh
But I saw you smiling
While all these guys
All these curious sets of eyes
Safe behind a TV screen i let them pry
Pick apart and hang out to dry
Almost every piece of me
If you don't love me, I'm sorry
Oh, what a trip
Oh, what a shimmering silver ship
Oh, what a hot half-life I have lived
Oh, and the stripes and stars how
They stripped off the siding
When my life ripped
All from the part that played as a kid
Into the part that blazed through your lips
To find a warm
Safe place then to sit curled up inside it
So here's goodbye from the
Part that's staying behind
To the part that has to leave
To the sublime lips that
Were never spoiled by
Lying to the face inside the being
Who wasn't me, who wasn't me oh no no, she's
She's not me oh oh