Oliver Walker - Moments lyrics

Homeschooled, I taught everything to myself
On my own, nobody ever gave me help
I was lost, now I’ve found the light again
Two sips, oh fuck I think I’m drunk again

My dad, he helped me build the studio 10
10, could’ve called it Rodeo
Meta Jokes, something she ain’t never get
It’s my bad, she only ever wanted sex
She a bitch, she always on her fucking phone
When I’m with the homies when
I feel the most alone
What’s around thе corner? I don’t
Think I’ll ever know
All I know is first gradе
Is gonna take a toll

I’ve been writing for a year
Tryna make it perfect
This whole tape is for the tracks that
I ain’t think were worth it
I tried to write it down
All the shit I’m learning
Said she wanna get together but
This shit ain’t working

Playing Mario, this odyssey, inspiring me
Tells a story
Like the war between the birds and bees
I’m a hobbit, In my hole, imma hideaway
Until the time has come until I
Got some shit to say

I ain’t no hip guy
Making all these party tracks
I’m just a young kid tryna
Make a couple racks tryna tell some stories
Tryna tell the right from wrong
Tryna make it home
Tell my mom I won’t be long

I know that it’s a lie, I ain’t make it back
This whole world on my shoulders
But the strength I lack
If I could do it, then I would
You know that’s true
If I was famous, I probably never talk to you

I need my own space, just gotta disappear
I hope the stories that I tell
Make you shed some tears
Make you laugh so loud, that your momma hears
And then she joins in
Tell her go and grab some beers
Can we take a break for a minute?
Let me show you how I’m living
Show you when my bitch is livid
I don’t wanna talk in lyrics
Let me tell you how I’m feeling like, please

Hand on my heart, heart on my sleeve
Praying to god, weak in the knees
Shit like a ghost, I never see
Smoking that gas, rolling them trees (Haha)

Spend a couple thousand on a happy home
Used to have a lot of friends
Now I’m all alone
Blood on the leaves I think we see it now
Heart on my sleeve
That’s where I wear it now

I swear I was on my way
I was stuck in traffic
My bed is where I lay
That’s why it’s called a casket
Wish I could move past it
And bury the hatchet
I've been scared to spit my truth
Cause I can hear em laughing

Now that fear is passing
Cause my eyes have opened
I see the world how it is
Not how I had hoped it
Would be, heart on my sleeve
I get that tatted there
Heart on my sleeve, I know she doesn’t care
I know you testing me
Depression got the best of me
Floating like a shipwreck
I've been drowning in a sea

Let me take a minute let me catch my breath
These people driving me insane
I swear there’s nothing left

Her love acidic
It’s the sweetest thing I’ve ever known
I take another
What's in this? And then I start to float
That’s why I hate tomorrow cause
I swear you never know
When it’s your time to go

I looked inside the box, you gave me
Just an empty box
I swear this life is just a list of people
That I’ve lost feel like a lion in a cage
My head is spinning fast
Hopped inside the cab
Watching every moment pass

I don't wanna die yeah
I don't wanna die yeah
And all the lyrics I sing
All the happiness they bring
I don't believe in God

I don't wanna die yeah
I don't wanna die yeah
And all the lyrics I sing
All the happiness they bring
I don't believe in God no, I don't believe