Oliver Walker - The Big Dream lyrics

Speaking from the heart but
You won’t understand
Only heart you have is when
You click it on the Instagram
Maybe you get more but a heart means
More than a double tap
When I try to talk to you
All you do is clap back
I got a haunted mind and peace
Of mind is all I want
Thoughts about my past have returned
But in a bolder font
Before I could ignore them but now
They sitting at the front
All I can see nowadays are the
Ones I used to love

And I can see it now, I’m always dreaming now
I’m always missing out
I’m always shouting out
I'm always skipping class
I’m always living fast
But always dying slow
But that’s just how it goes
And I can see it now, I’m always dreaming now
I’m always missing out
I’m always shouting out
I'm always skipping class
I’m always living fast
But always dying slow
But that’s just how it goes

How many times have they ignored me?
When I try to speak they’d speak over me
I was always nice and tried
To calm everyone down
But I guess people don’t like being
Told they out of bounds

And I was tryna fix it, fix up my group
I was in the back, they driving the coupe
I was in the cold, but they had a roof
They acting like animals
Who the fuck let em loose
And I was, searching for you
All of you doubted me ain’t that the truth
Pigs ear for my dog and a bowl of stew
For all you people who left with the crew
Boo

Like for real, for real
They were tryna kill, like bill
Get the money out the till, they steal

Yo, yeah, that’s the real deal
Went to Nobu still can’t believe the bill
But what I can’t believe more
Is that I can afford
The champagne you bought and
Still you a whore
Bought you bags from Gucci, Louis, and Prada
The fact I’m not having a future
Is on the come up
I’ll overdose on drugs while
Jamming to nirvana
She thinks she got all the sauce
But really she got tartar

And I can see it now, I’m always dreaming now
I’m always missing out
I’m always shouting out
I'm always skipping class
I’m always living fast
But always dying slow
But that’s just how it goes

And I can see it now, I’m always dreaming now
I’m always missing out
I’m always shouting out
I'm always skipping class
I’m always living fast
But always dying slow
But that’s just how it goes