Ollie - Broken Down lyrics
Ollie [Denton Oliver] Port Dover, Ontario. U.S.
[Ollie - Broken Down lyrics]
Broken down, I'm losing all my strength
Hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down
I'm feeling broken
Like no one hears a single
Word I've ever spoken
An all these voices in my head are now awoken
Why is it that everything I
Touch just starts eroding
Fuck it no that ain't true
Tell me it's all a lie
Tell me I'm giving purpose to
Someone before I die
Tell me whatever happened to it
Doesn't hurt to try
Why do I feel pain for simply being alive
Everyday I'm confused
Everyday is a fight, falling deeper with time
I'm slowly losing the light, really
Wish I was normal, not faking I'm alright
I really wish I was normal
Not faking I'm alright
Sit alone in my room
Just barely getting along
Sometimes I start to question who would
Care if I was gone
Maybe only my family, dad, brother an mom
While I'm still alive an breathing someone
Prove to me I'm wrong
Broken down, I'm losing all my strength
Hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down
Why does this feel like a confession
Like I've let somebody down
For struggling with depression
How can I save me from myself
My own mind is weapon
That I battle everyday while
Staring at my reflection
I keep all of this hid
Probably why it's builds up
Put on a fake smile but inside my body is cut
All I ever really wanted in
This life was some love
All I ever really wanted in
This life was some love but I push it away
Sometimes my life is too much
And that don't make any sense
But somehow writing is does
I'm growing weak in my body
Think I got no one to trust
So whats the point in me trying
When trying's leaving me stuck
Do I deserve all the blame
Does anyone feel the same
Why do I keep on breaking
Down over an over again
Start to wonder to myself if
This is ever going end
Is this ever going end, cause I'm
Broken down, I'm losing all my strength
Hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down
Broken down, I'm losing all my strength
Hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down
Hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down
I'm feeling broken
Like no one hears a single
Word I've ever spoken
An all these voices in my head are now awoken
Why is it that everything I
Touch just starts eroding
Fuck it no that ain't true
Tell me it's all a lie
Tell me I'm giving purpose to
Someone before I die
Tell me whatever happened to it
Doesn't hurt to try
Why do I feel pain for simply being alive
Everyday I'm confused
Everyday is a fight, falling deeper with time
I'm slowly losing the light, really
Wish I was normal, not faking I'm alright
I really wish I was normal
Not faking I'm alright
Sit alone in my room
Just barely getting along
Sometimes I start to question who would
Care if I was gone
Maybe only my family, dad, brother an mom
While I'm still alive an breathing someone
Prove to me I'm wrong
Broken down, I'm losing all my strength
Hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down
Why does this feel like a confession
Like I've let somebody down
For struggling with depression
How can I save me from myself
My own mind is weapon
That I battle everyday while
Staring at my reflection
I keep all of this hid
Probably why it's builds up
Put on a fake smile but inside my body is cut
All I ever really wanted in
This life was some love
All I ever really wanted in
This life was some love but I push it away
Sometimes my life is too much
And that don't make any sense
But somehow writing is does
I'm growing weak in my body
Think I got no one to trust
So whats the point in me trying
When trying's leaving me stuck
Do I deserve all the blame
Does anyone feel the same
Why do I keep on breaking
Down over an over again
Start to wonder to myself if
This is ever going end
Is this ever going end, cause I'm
Broken down, I'm losing all my strength
Hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down
Broken down, I'm losing all my strength
Hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down