Ollie - Falling lyrics

Hard to say this, but I miss you
You're always entering my thoughts
Thinking 'bout the day you left
Is really pissing me off
I tried to keep you close
But everything's what I lost
And to be honest I hate the
Fact that our paths always cross
Just a small town, what I should've expected
Now I'm watching you with him
It kind of looks to perfection
I'm sitting here alone
Excuse me from my jealous impression
I say I'm moving on, but hardly
All this shit is depressing
I'm going crazy
My friends are begging "Come out"
Funny when I'm drinking that your name
Is first in my mouth
Hard to fall for someone new
It's you I'm thinking about
Wishing I could have you back
But you ain't leaving him now
You're falling in love while I'm
Just losing more of myself
Wonder if our picture still is
Sitting up on your shelf thinking 'bout us
I just can't get out of this Hell
Matter-of-fact I'm calling now
I got to work this all out

While I'm drinking (Drinking)
One more shot and I'll probably be calling
(Calling you)
Sitting over here thinking (Thinking)
What goes up comes down
So I guess I'm just falling
(Falling for you)
Soon enough, I'll just crash
And this all happened too fast
I wish this could all change
But nothing good ever lasts
Somebody, please catch me
'Cause I can't, I can't catch myself

Guess you're happy
Hardly ever answer your phone
Only hear you saying leave a
Message after the tone
Maybe I should take the hint and
Just go leave you alone
I'm stuck on my own
Feel as if I'm turning to stone
Losing my trust, say it doesn't hurt
But it does remember everything you said
And that's what's making this tough
'Cause now I see him getting all
Of your attention and love
I'm steady falling
You used to be there picking me up
But now that's over
Seems you do whatever you like
Know that if we talked again it'd
Probably turn to a fight
It's never gon' work
But stupid me is thinking it might
It's probably why I'm drinking
Calling up your phone every night
Wasting my life
Trying to find a way into yours
These doors are closing
But I'm searching for something that's more
Something that over time isn't
Gon' turn into war
'Cause I won't do this all again
I can't take any more
I just want to go back
Save all the love that we had
'Cause honestly I thought that you were
The one that would last guess I was wrong
'cause now you're a piece of my past
It's taking everything inside me to
Hold back the facts
See, I'm spilling it all
Wish you would answer my calls
I drink and drink and drink and drink
Till I'm ready to fall
You took everything and now I
Feel I'm three feet tall
Hope you're happy
But I'mma keep on spilling it all

While I'm drinking (Drinking)
One more shot and I'll probably be calling
(Calling you)
Sitting over here thinking (Thinking)
What goes up comes down
So I guess I'm just falling
(Falling for you)
Soon enough, I'll just crash
And this all happened too fast
I wish this could 'bout change
But nothing good ever lasts
Somebody, please catch me
'Cause I can't, I can't catch myself