Ollie - Home lyrics

I feel aches in my bones
I lost track of the time
A few drinks for my soul
I've been wandering blind
I'll always come back home, I'm singing
I'll always come back home, now and forever

I feel aches in my bones
I lost track of the time
A few drinks for my soul
I've been wandering blind
I'll always come back home, I'm singing
I'll always come back home, now and forever

I learned home is more than just
A destination it's a feeling
Something I had so confused while focusing
Solely on making a living
I think the saddest thing is
When you look in the
Mirror an the person you see is a villain
I'm blaming all of the anger inside of
My soul my character slowly been switching
Like what was I missing? I knew that
Money would not make me whole
I was tryna live fast 'cause my
Black heart healing too slow
You know the phrase that
Without the rain there
Isn't a flower that ever would grow
But over the years collecting
My tears I think
It's too much I'm 'bout to explode
Punch a couple tickets for the ride
Dreams always blind you to the lies
Searching for a place I couldn't find
Bloodshot eyes what a shame
Told you all this pleasure lead too pain
Lost inside the valley of the shadow
Of death tryna find another way
I'm good, at least I keep telling myself
I don't need no one for no help
Just follow this north star 'til I'm home
An everything's back how it felt
Back when I'd sing you these rap songs
'til we both fell asleep on couch
Was home there wasn't a doubt, I'm saying

I feel aches in my bones
I lost track of the time
A few drinks for my soul
I've been wandering blind
I'll always come back home, I'm singing
I'll always come back home, now and forever

Yeah, I'll always come back but shit just
Feel different it's not quite the same
I know it's my fault the dream I
Was chasing has drove me insane
Like I've been trying to focus more on the
Present instead of the things in my brain
But everything's easier said than
Done when you
Not the person who's goin' through pain
Won't change but I try
People that I loved switching sides
Maybe I'm not cut out for this life
Crosses on my heart hope to die
Almost turned the pages letting go
Sometimes true recovery is slow
I keep fighting battles from within, I think
Where it's leading me is home, i know
I know I just know, windows
Down it's almost 20 below
This cigarette is goin' straight to my soul
I pour up some liquor it's
Making me sicker but i got some shit that's
Caught inside my throat
So bottled up from being stuck on my
Own, the paranoia of somebody who's broke
I'm stumbling over all the
Words that I wrote
Deep breath sweating in my palms, I can
Hear the chaos when it's calm
As if everyday is just a song
I knew my direction had to change
Something that I never could explain
Six string playing on repeat, only thing
That's ever kept me sane, it's why

I feel aches in my bones
I lost track of the time
A few drinks for my soul
I've been wandering blind
I'll always come back home, I'm singing
I'll always come back home, now and forever